arham's

l o v e

2010-08-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes my favourite thing to do is to just sit around and think about you."

Above note is specially for Husband. Altho we are having hiccups right now, I just can't get you out from my mind. Sometimes love is simply wonderful but it can be a disaster too. I'm asking myself right now, "What is my Husband doing? Have he eaten? What meal did he had just now for break-fast? How was his day today?" There's so many question running through my mind. SMS him? No way. Yes, I'm being ego now cause I'm fighting for my rights. I feel that I'm being so patience & lenient towards everything that he does. I don't know whether it's true or not. I just feel that way, that's all. I just want the best for everything, not only for myself. People surrounding me, of cause. Maybe, I need to be ego this time. Am I always giving in? I don't know either. Sigh! How long this matter will prolong? :(

Signing off.Nights, Mosquito & Bed Bugs!

gone for a reason

2010-08-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

A thousand apologies for not updating my blog. Been busy working for 2 months plus, replacing my mum in law. Many things happened for the past few months. But I don't think I can squeeze it here. I just update what happened recently ay? Our granny was admitted to KTPH last few days. Due to her fall & she can't breath easily. And we really don't expect that she gonna go for a major operations due to her stomuch ulcer. Cause she been complaining to us that her tummy hurts. Alhamdulilah, the operation went smoothly success. And she been in ICU for about 2 - 4 days and now she already out from there. But still she's having fever due to infection as told by the doctor. Hopefully nothing serious and she will have a speedy recovery and come home with us as soon as possible. Please do pray for my Granny, thanks. I'm gonna visit her this Saturday with parents. I really miss her. Seeing her in this situation really make all of us sad. This is a very hard impact on us. We should expect what is unexpected. Get well soon, Nek.

So now I'm back to 24 hours housewife. That hours of my time will be for my Princess & Hubby. Speaking of which, she grown now. A big lil bam-bam of mine. And not forgetting, she gonna be on TV again. This 23rd & 24th Aug will be the shooting. I will surely update the info ay?

Did you guys realise that time flies so fast? Its Ramadhan now, and I really hope this year Syawal will be a better one. I'm gonna log out soon. I will update again when I'm 100% free :) Happy Fasting, Muslim.

it's the time

2010-05-25T02:21:00.000-07:00

Yes, finally the day will arrive! Oh, I really can't wait guys. Haha! It gonna be happen right? I'm so sexcited man, hee! As you guys know, it's been a long time ever since we spend time togetha. Sentosa here we come, and wheather please behave okay? No dark sky for tomorrow's morning, haha. Hope everything goes as plan but I don't mind if there's a little hiccup. Lol! Things have yet to prepare, gonna message them soon to ask about mat and etc. Picnic + games + forfit (punish the person who lose) + surprise birthday = s club six! Haha. So yeah, meet you guys tomorrow morning at 0930hrs at Harbourfront Station and please, I don't entertain late comers! *grins*

And lastly, tomorrow is the official day that my princess will be on Suria channel! So guys, I heard that her face is on the beginning or something. Just don't change the channel late okay? Haha. I'm gonna watch it by hook or by crook. Tomorrow I better be home early to watch my superstar! *giggles* Chalo-bheh-theh world! (",)

Posted by iPhone :)

say sorry before it's too late

2010-05-17T20:44:00.000-07:00

Everything is better now between us. I'm glad Hubby take the one step to talk to me. He highlights every single thing about my mistake here and there, and obviously what he's saying is true. I know myself better, that's why I never argue back with him on that day. I'm a good girl! Lol. I want to be the best wife for him and also the best mother to my princess and to second child, third child and so on child. *grins* Sometimes its good when people pointed out your mistake and do accept it with open mind & heart. Think back, again and again whether the person is saying the truth or not. Right? Life is unfair, but yet its fair you know. God is really fair to us. He watch every single tiny things you do :) To hub, thank you so much. Aku cinta padamu!

I got a few things in my mind right now that I wish to buy (But too bad, I don't have any cash now.) But just let me list it to release my feelings, lol~ *smile ear to ear*

Bag & Heels from Charles & Keith
Clothes/Jeans/Short/Skirt/Dress
iPhone 3gs
Makeup stuff from Silkygirl
Eyeshadow palettes & the brush
Accessories
Perfume by Just Me, Paris Hilton

Job, where are you? Come to mama real soon! :(

happy baby!

2010-05-10T13:20:00.000-07:00

She said, "Hello worldlings!"

She becoming naughty and smart every single day. Hey princess, do you know that you gonna be seen in TV real soon? I bet you know ya. So people, do watch her on Suria channel in Mr. Pakar! Date on either 19 May 2010 or 26 May 2010, Timing at 9.30pm (i think 0_o) Much safer, do catch the ads on TV okay? Don't miss it! She was really well-behaved during the shooting, I'm proud to be her mummy :) Well done my cupcake!

Here are some of the pictures taken during the shooting & behind the scenes of Mr Pakar.

Aaliyah with her god parents.

Aaliyah with her god granny.

Again with the god parents.

Getting prepare..

With her god family.

Shhhh, silent!

Changing diapers time!
So that's it. Don't miss this drama okay? :)

So? Do anyone want to have her autograph? *giggles*

happy mother's day :)

2010-05-10T11:10:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings. Pardon me for not updating for more than a month. I'm not a computer freak lah. When I have the mood (like now), I will stick in front the lappy screen :) I'm back as a housewife and still job hunting. Any lobangs? I want a office hour, which Sat off or alternate Sat working & obviously Sun will be off. If you have any, please tag me, thank you :) Appreciated tho. Before I forget, Happy mother's day to all mummies out there. (goes to me too, lol!) Had a mini celebaration for Mak yesterday!

Handbag from Como by Me & Dad : Oven Baker from Tefal by Sister & Bro in law.

Happy mother's day, Mum! Thank you for all the sacrifices that you've done to me & siblings. You're the most best mum in the world. No other mum can replace you for us. Oh dear Almighty, please bless my mum in whatever she do. Without her, I can't see the whole wide world. I really love her :')

Finger licking good! :9

quick peep

2010-04-09T22:00:00.000-07:00

She said, "I can crawl now!"

Pardon me for not updating, I'm totally busy with working life now. And also my marriage life. But as for the mean time, I've to getaway from work to settle some issue. Kinda stress man, urgh. So yeah, I will update if I feel more better! I know, my blog is boring & dead, so don't bother to complain at me aite? Haha. Stay tuned guys.

Night world! :)

(",),") For Beloved Hubby: I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always, I love you I miss you forever always (,")",)

our time will come

2010-03-14T19:00:00.000-07:00

Ever since I'm working, I don't have much time to update about us. So now, let it be the time. I know, past few days we been quarreling, arguing and ignoring with each other about some issues, yes? But c'mon la, I need some experience to gain up my confidence. You keep asking me to quit but hell no, I will never quit unless its upon myself. I'm not trying to be rude or nasty here, the more you asking me to quit, the more I feel the challenges that I need to go for it., yes? You get what I mean? I know, you prolly not understand some issues regarding about my job but I bet you will one day :) I need a support, I need a encouragement and of cause from you, who else, right? I promise you this when I get my pay, I promise to treat you to some meal, okay? Been sucha a long time, we didnt have any feast together, right? So as for now, I'm trying my best to find some income to help you in a way or another. Of cause, for our own family future.

As a wife, you need to help your husband in thick or thin situation. Unless if they're unfaithful to you, then forget it ;)

after so long

2010-03-13T10:00:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry for making my page dead and dusty. As you all know, I'm really busy with work. So let me share with you about my work ya? So far, so good. Cause I'm still new in this company. But I'm trying my best to learn more things from the seniors. Colleagues is so awesome! I feel so good, once I stepped into the office, really! Haha :)

So before I forget, on 27th February 2010 was really a juicy day for me. Cause gathering plans with the siblings is on. So yeah, I'm so happy to see bunch of you guys, however some of them can't make it due to something on. We understand :) Fly kite, Picnic with quite lots of sandwiches sardines & sandwiches egg, Snacks and we had Macdonalds' Coke for several large cups (cause the person suppose to bring drinks reached really late), UNO cards and mind games is equal to double hillarious! Haha. Before I get too lazy, let me upload the pichas aite?

The babies is fighting to get the pacifier, haha!

Finally! Get to see you, Yana :)

Dinner always makes our stomach go happy!

Cousin, we should do this often okay? Hearts each of everyone of you :) Xoxo.

mixed feeling

2010-02-19T23:55:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings. I decide to blog because I can't sleep. Something bothering me in mind.
Okay lets skip it.

First of all, as in my previous post I update about my interview. First interview was done on the Thursday noon, which is obviously yesterday. And they said, they will call me within 3 to 5 working days for my second interview. But they didn't, they call me a few hours later. I get selected for the second interview which is today, which means just now la. I won't elaborate much on it but what I'm gonna share with you is, its a interesting atmosphere & of cause, the people! Very friendly. So I just praying for myself that they will call me in this period of time if I'm shortlisted. Amin. Give me your prayers too, yea? Thx. So yeah, do give me a couple of minutes to write this to a friend of mine, Zee.

- Babe, thanks a lot for putting so much efforts & sacrifices for me today. You did a excellent part as to teach & explain some of the details to me clearly. Altho, I was like a bit blur-blur just now. As you know, I'm a bit slow person to catch up new things. That's my weaknesses of knowing or listening to new things surrounding me. But hey, you help me a lot girl. I do appreciate every single steps you did. Once again, thank you so much :)

Tomorrow gonna go fly kite with fantastic four, Zee & Gup maybe. Cause plan do change right? So jyeah, lets wait for tomorrow to arrive. Weeeeee~

Believe in your own self. Believe in your own way. Believe in your own confident.

sclub6

2010-02-17T12:15:00.000-08:00

Sunday was very awesome day for me. After so long, we get to meet and spend quality time with each other. Sape lagi kalau tak lain tak bukan, the SClub6 lo! But its not satisfying cause we only get to see for a short period. Grr! We should hang out the whole day yea? Haha. Bowling & last minute karaoke was superb! So next?

Lunar new year holiday is over, and hubby need to bring his ass to work. Urgh! Boring kape? Talking about work, tomorrow I'm going to interview at Chinatown. Thanks to a friend of mine, Zee for recommend this to me :) *Prayhard that it will be a success one* n_n! Insyaallah, Amin :) So that's means, tomorrow I can't tag along Mother in law to polyclinic cause Princess will having her injection. Confirm she will have fever after that :( Sigh. So tomorrow, all the best for me. Goodluck to myself! :)

Happy belated 7 months old, Nur Aaliyah Wardina aka Cahaya yang tinggi, bunga mawar!

two in one

2010-02-13T14:45:00.000-08:00

Happy Advance Valentines Day to both of you.
Happy Advance 40th Monthsary to my Hubby.

And of cause to everyone of there, Happy Advance Valentines! :) Show more love to your loved ones. Not only to your lovers but to your parents, families & friends too. Spread the love readers! :)
Tomorrow havent confirm yet about the plan with the SClub6 n_n! In other words, can't wait to meet you guys. I'm really looking forward for tomorrow people! So have a wonderful weekends. Xoxo!

girlz only

2010-02-12T14:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to Vivo City with Mar and my princess. Had our lunch at Banquet. Headed outdoor to have some puff. And yes! Finally after so long, we meet Juicy aka Hazar. Haha! Our long-long friend :) Have a short chitchat with her cause she's on her lunchtime. So yeah, we do catch up some things. So babe, next year eh? Insyaallah, amin! :D Wish you all the best for your relationship! n_n And I can't deny that, she herself and her colleagues adore princess so much. Thank you babe for liking my precious daughter yang tembam sangat-sangat itu! :P She went back to start work and as for us, we window-shopping lo. If that point of time, my atm is full of money, I will buy this and that seh! :( But my atm left only with $4 plus. Pathetic kann? Grr. Haa! Anyway, its alredy going to 2 weeks plus, and I don't received any calls from all the companies. Zero okay! Hais. Atleast one call, will make me happy. Mmm. Maybe this month or last month is not my luck? Idky.

So waited for Ani to arrive. And we window-shopping again. Ani tried some high heels shoes, and I feel like wearing them one day. Fyi, I only wear my wedding shoes only once! Then I dump it in my Mum's house store. Imagine for 7 months, the shoes is inside all the way? Hahaha! Wasted. Should give somebody la. But I don't know who's feet same size as me. Lol! Okay, I'm going off soon to my Sis place. Will update again when I'm free. And oh, I already bought the phone on my previous post! Yay, happy seh! :) Not in white colour, but in purple-pink. Lain daripade yang lain.. :P

Its totally hurt me when you smsed me that one short phrase. Do you know how I felt after reading it? You simply don't bother about my feelings right? But anyway, thanks for telling me that, atleast I know the truth. Thank you so much! :'(

party babies

2010-02-09T13:50:00.000-08:00

Sunday was awesome for all of us. Get to see majority of the cousins. Birthday boy get lotsa present! A big one, a small one. And he really loving all of it so much. But the very first present he opened is totally funny. Wanna know what? Its a bunch of bananas. Haha! He love eating them! When he saw it, he was like paisey and don't want to open the next present cause all of us was laughing at it. Overall, I think he is really happy to see lotsa gift! And btw, I didnt eat the cake :( Too full, till I forget. Hais! So next birthday celebration for baby will be Asyura, I think. Then follow by my Princess lor. Insya-allah :)

And oh, hopefully this 27th gathering session with the cousins & in laws will confirm. Taksabartaksabar! :) But no high hopes on that la, mmm. Gonna start saving now! :)

Is this phone good? Samsung Preston.

Should I buy a new set of phone or just accept the cash? How I wish I can choose both, but I only can choose one of it :( So confused!

bye jan, hi feb!

2010-02-01T22:40:00.000-08:00

Its the 1st of February, time flies real fast man. I feel that, I just celebrate countdown, haha. Okay, that's lame!

Aw. How sweet! Mcm couple lah you both ni!
Back to my post, 2 more days to my favourite boy birthday. And this coming Sunday gonna celebrate his birthday party at Mum's place. So I'm confuse right now, what to buy for his birthday present :( I don't want to buy toys, confirm will damage one. Haha! Books? How about that? Let me consider first. But any ideas in your mind now? Please tag me. Thanks. Its for a 4 years old boy, anyway :)

Happy weekdays everybody! Haha. I know, somebody don't like weekdays :) But what to do!

Oh Almighty, I hope you hear my prayers. We plan, You decide. I really in need of it badly. I will patiencely wait for the day to come. Please give me some strength to live on. Insya-allah, Amin.

mr friday

2010-01-29T22:30:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to first sis place to visit Asyura cause she had a slight of fever. Cian dier! But altho she's sick, she is always active! Hehe. Supposedly meet the girlz at Westmall but changed venue to Lot One since I'm at Jalan Teck Whye so why not we meet there right? n_n Nice meeting you girlz yesterday. Tapi tak puas lah berbual, we have alots of things to talk & share :) Hehe! We should meet up again pretty soon, please! :D

So I'm lazy to type, and let the pichas do the talking aite? :)

See I told you, she is still active indeed. Get well soon princess!

My princess have a english name you know, its Ginger!

Liyah Vs Syura or Syura Vs Liyah?
Who will win? You decide! Hehe n_n

far but near

2010-01-27T23:40:00.000-08:00

Today was excited day for me. Cause I get to see the kids just now. Hugged them so tightly! Ucu miss you, Abang & Adeq :) I guess everyone in the house is happy too, seeing Princess coming. Hehe. Thanks Mum for cooking my favourite delicious dish, that is Tom Yam Soup! Yummylicious. n_n

Anyways, Happy 19th Birthday to Nurul's boyfriend, Hassanul :) Big boy hah? :D

I'm so happy to see you start doing that, Dad. I really salute you. You know what, my heart melt seeing you doing that just now, welldone Daddy. You're the most kindness Dad in this world planet. I love you, Dad. And Mum too :) Now I'm far from you both, but my heart will always be near to yours. Ayah, Mak... You're the superparents in my life! ♥

is it true?

2010-01-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

One piece of chewing gum has about 5 calories. A dose of sperm has the same amount. Having sex 3 times a week burns 7500 calories per year. That's the equivalent of jogging 120.675km. The more intense the sex is, the more calories are burnt. Up to 10,000 calories burnt annually.

Huhu, if this true. No wonder how much I ate, I'm still in the same figure. Haaaa! n_n Quite interesting hah? To those who wants to lose weight, try this sexercise. Lol! :) Officially for those who M A R R I E D only eh! *Tonguesout* Haha! Okay lovely readers, this is just a random fact. So believe or not, its individual aite? :) I'm not sure myself either. So goodnights bloggers! Its midnight already, so go & sleep!

Have a sweet wet dreams! ♥

dumbass

2010-01-24T21:50:00.000-08:00

Wanna know what? Someone totally pissed me off big time recently! How I wish, its legal to kill someone who is like that. And then, I will be the first person to kill that person violently. You know that? I really can't tolerate with all this shit. I guess others too. You're a man, so be one. Get your own farking good life can? You're old enough kid! You're sick in the brain, you know that? Seriously you are getting on our nerves! How Iwish I can make you disappeared or make you invisible or maybe bury you alive, can I? I really wish to have those super powers shown on TV! Grr. Fark, you're the most irritating person I've ever met in this earth planet! And you're sucha idiotic stubborn person!

Y o u k n o w t h a t ? !
I repeat, G e t y o u r f a r k i n g g o o d l i f e , k i d d o m a n !

Kalau orang yang bodoh, kita boleh ajar. Tapi kalau orang yang degil nak mampos to the max, kita cakap atau ajar dengan dia berkali-kali/beratus-ratus pon, tetap takkan jadi pandai punya! So no use talking or teaching with this kind of attitude people. Morons!

- Just imagine we're like Pinnochio? If we lie, our nose will get long. Haha, funny! If this happens, that's good cause we can know the truth, right? n_n

everything

2010-01-21T14:40:00.000-08:00

Princess recovering bit by bit, alhamdulilah. Which mum doesnt worried when her child fall sick right? Sigh. Why nowadays sister wanna meet me? Haha. Dah rindu lah tuh, hehe. Second sis smsed me yesterday, whether I'm going out or not. Obviously no lah. She thought of coming over here with her fiancee. But I told her that, why not meet me at Jurong Point or somewhere else cause the brother is in the house. Taksuke-taksuke-taksuke! Feel awkward lah, thats why. But she havent confirm with me yet so need to wait for her sms lor. Mmm. But I'm totally bored right now. Just now went downstairs to buy food, no cooking today cause Mother in law didnt ask to cook. Had my favourite food, Chicken Rice with steamed chix. Yummylicious doh! :) Bought extra for Hubby, scared he will be hungry after a long day work. He said, he gonna ends work around 3 or 4pm, well just wait for him to return home. Heh!

I miss going out with the girlz. So babes, when can we hang out together again for the countless time? Name start with the letter S, M & R :) You should know who you are :P And I can't deny that I really miss someone, who is close to me although we often see & contact each other. She is my other half, N____ :) When can we go out again sista? Mmmm. Well lets plan then :] Text me or call me.

its time

2010-01-20T16:50:00.000-08:00

I salute her for not embarrassed taking her picture with this kind of body. She's cute! :)

I know, this is my third post as for today. I'm just bored, thats why. Hubby havent return back from work yet. I guess in few minutes or hours time, he will be back by our side. Hee! n_n

Back to my title, I thought of having a, maybe, mini gathering with the cousins, in laws and ofcos the future in laws. Or maybe with the whole family? Plus the in laws/future in laws? Mmm, any ideas? I'm confused right now. Cause I'm not sure to bring along the kids (18 years old & below, I mean) & the babies. Or maybe just the close ones? See I've told you, I'm really confused right now. If the cousins & the in laws go, then I might scared the others will questioning why didnt bring them along. Grr, confused lah! I need to discuss with bunch of people regarding this. I just want a gathering such as picnic, I don't want to spend much money eating at expensive restaurant just for a gathering. Picnic is a good idea right? Which everyone of us can bring foods/drinks/snacks individually, right? Hehe. So I shall start asking them. Okay, my post is done for today.

second post

2010-01-20T12:20:00.000-08:00

Decide to post because I'm totally farking bored right now.
So yeah, actually this will be a really random post by me. Lets begin.

I wish...

I had many wishes.
to go for a holiday again with whoever wanna go with me. (the more the merrier)
to had a wonderful honeymoon with Hubby. (anywhere will be)
to have a stable job so that I can give Princess a good/better life in future.
to get a better mobile phone.
to have a PSP Slim again or Nintendo DSi.
to have a larger bed room right now.
my hair is very long & straight. (so I can have pony tails)
to have many shirts, dress, jeans & skirts in my wardrobe.
to have a perfect eye sight. (nomore specs & contact lenses)
to have my own laptop. (if its in orange colour, then I'll be the happiest lady)
all my wishes will be fulfill :)

How about yours?

random

2010-01-20T10:00:00.000-08:00

Gd morning fellow readers! :)
Woke up at 0830hours cause Princess was screaming & crying. Decided to make her milk but she rejected it. Touch her forehead, its warm. Check her temperature and its 37.7 degree celcius, so I took a tab water added with 3 cubes of ice. Then I tap-tap on her body & faces. Princess been sick since Monday due to her injection. And now she have a slight of cough, hais. Pity her, been coughing and coughing and coughing :( She show her tantrums when she's sick okay! Like, when I lie her down, she will cried. When I carry her, must walk around cannot sit while holding her. She doesnt want any milk. If I give her warm water, she will drink it. When sleeping, she wants a good comfortable position of sleeping. This is some of her tantrums. Liyah, Liyah.. :( Please get well soon. But thanked God, she wants to eat her medicine :)

As for my breakfast, I just had two slice of bread with fried egg. Intend to cook pancake, but disaster okay. The pan really make me mad. The pancake stick to it although I've put 2 spoon of butter on it. But still, grr. Need to buy the non stick frying pan la, thats why. Hee! n_n Anyway, 1st Sis smsed me early in the morning, asking about coming to her place since she's on MC, but I'm not quite sure cause Princess is sick. But in other words, I'm bored rotting at home. Hubby start working already, so no one is going to accompany me and Princess down here :( Talking about working, I have given a green light to work, yay! Last few days I just send a resume to this company but actually I send it to my friend, then she send to the HR, so hopefully they will call me as soon as possible. Pray hard. I really need this job, God (:

Let me think, whether to go Sis place anot :) Hehe~

our sunday night

2010-01-19T18:50:00.000-08:00

Weekends are simply the best days. Agree? My Sunday was spend outdoor with friends. Meet Mar at Lot one earlier, so that we can have our late lunch at Ljs while waiting for Shida to end work at 6pm. Without wasting our time, we meet Ani for awhile. Lend her camera for that day, since Me & Mar didnt bring any. Thank you Ani! :) Haha. First stop was at Bugis, to search Shida's bag but she couldnt find any. Same goes at OG Shopping Centre. Then Hubby called me, and asked whether wanna meet them at Wheelock Starbucks, so we agree. Took cab to there, and the cab driver was so talkative, talking about foreigner and stuff, haha. Some cab driver are really friendly :) I like that, so our journey to the destination is not bored. So Wheelock Starbucks was fulled and we just meet them at nearest Mac, and we had our dinner. We headed to Far East Plaza to window-shopping. And stop near Far East Shopping Centre to discuss about this 30th. Hopefully everyone is 100% free :) Hehe. Well I pass to the pichas okay? I know my post is random n_n

Thats all folk!

triple day out

2010-01-17T13:00:00.000-08:00

Last Friday, Hubby planned to bring Me and Princess go swimming at Choa Chu Kang, so we did. Only the three of us that is what I called the Triple A :) So rang Mum and asked her whether she and the kids wanna tag along but, sadly Mum told me that the kids just recovered from fever. Cause last few days, they went to swimming and after that they're sick :( Pity them, but by now they're back on active track. So yeah, I just snapped a few picha. Belongings was kept safely in the lock, and off we went in the pool, Splash! n_n

Like father like daughter

Princess sexy swimming suit

Before I go, Happy belated 6 months princess!

all in one

2010-01-15T01:00:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry for keeping my blog dead this few days. I just don't have the time to update, busy with home stuff. Lol! n_n Okay lets review it now!

Happy Belated 49th Birthday, Mommy thats falls on 4th Jan.

Surprise her by a cake, sorry Mum we have no gift to give you this year. Broke lah, thats why. So there's no delicious food for our stomach. Teehee! But nah, its okay.

Dear Mum, I just want you to know that, you're sucha wonderful/lovely/supporting/super Mum for the three of us on this earth. No other Mums can replace you, really. We three, have only a Mum in this world and its obviously YOU! :) I know, in last year 2009, I've made a huge-huge mistake towards you, and let your tears rolled down your cheeks for several days & nights. I'm the luckiest daughter in this earth to have you as my Mum who forgive me for my mistake. I will never forget every pieces of your kindness to me. Mum.. I love you so damn much! Without you & Dad, I will never be on this earth :')

Well last Saturday, out with the bestfriend to Karaoke & had our meal at Lucky Plaza Ayam Penyet Ria.

Met Rohani with her t.e.m.a.n :) Lol! Chill outside Taka, catch up some stories from Rohani, hot news I can say! Hehehe. And Faiz had a stupid+interesting game so we headed to Singtel Building which no crowded people around. The game was super fun lah. Buat sini, habis sini! Guys you know what I mean! Haha. Tonnes of picture were taken, so am lazy to edit & upload. Sorry hor! :D So guys, we should hang again someday, okay okay?

And Hubby, Happy 39th Monthsary to Us :) And we should have a date one day! Only the two of us. Haha! Love you so much darling! Mu-ah.

hippotour

2010-01-06T10:30:00.000-08:00

Lets make some recap here. On the 3rd of January, went out with the peepz (Mardiana, Faiz, Shida & Faez) Supposely on the 2nd of January we plan to go out but Hubby's hangover is still killing him due to the countdown, so yes, our outing was cancelled :( Thanks guy for understanding, I know its a last minute cancel. Hurhur n_n

So finally, on the 3rd we ride the hippotour @ Suntec. Its free cause Hubby & Faiz received tickets from their workplace, PCG is so kind i can say :) Haha! Hippotour was double super duper best! Actually, we can ride it all day. We can ride the City Hippotour, Heritage Hippotour, Sentosa Hippotour & Moonlight Hippo at the same day but we didnt know cause the ticket was for 1 day trip(!) Urgh. So, you see the picture and you judge it yourself whether is it good or nah.. not good ;)

The building is sucha a beautiful potrait :)

After the hippotour, we eat at Pastamania. Our tummy really show us the wide smile! :) Then we watch movie, Alvin & the chipmunks 2. I rate it 4/5, they sucha a cute lovely chipmunks & chipettes! :] Theodore is always my favourite!

We hang out near flyers. Talking about ghost, wtf? Haha! Frankly, I'm scared when hear all those stories, I just stay calm on that point of time. Hehe! :P Luckily, I went home with Hubby, phew(!) n_n

We should hang out again, and again guys. Next holiday, insya-allah this April? If there's no blocking path :) No more shopping holiday, its suck big time! Grr.

countdown 2010

2010-01-01T12:00:00.000-08:00

This year countdown was hillarious for me @ El Barrio with Hubby, Sis in law n her friends. The taxi driver was like stupid drunk and our ride was like a rollercoaster, damn you driver! Well, I got tipsy the moment I drank the fourth glass of Jim Beam + Coke. I know myself better, so I've need to vomit out some of it to make me feel much better. And yes, I did. The music was like fucking great and my body can't stop moving like arse. Haha! The moment when the music played, Sis in law was thinking of going to club. But we are really cashless, so yeah we didnt go and her friends was wearing so slack. Sadly(!) We just shake our arse on the chair, lol(!) White chicks and dudes are sucha a fanatic, y'know. Haha! So lets the picture do the rolling on this post n_n

with my hubby/brother/parttimebestfriend/permanentsexpartner/listener/simplyeverthang

Nie part tak tahu malu k. Asking the Mat Saleh(s) to take picture together, hoho!

One word, MESS!

Great night. Great drink. Great people.Thank you El Barrio's Peepz ♥

zoom batam

2009-12-29T14:30:00.000-08:00

Heylo readers. I'm back to hometown, Yipee! I know, I'm 3 days late to say this, cause internet breakdown lah :( I will upload the picture as soon as possible aite? Internet really suck big time this period, idky. Grr!

I had a wonderful/great/worth time with you guys at there. Although hiccups block our way but still we manage to go through together. I don't deny that when hiccups arrives throughout our journey, I was really sad/frust/worried okay? I want the journey to go smooth & steady but it was beyond my expectation :( Mmm, but the day after, everything go smoothly well, Alhamdulilah. So I just list down what we did there aite? :)

First day, Thursday the 24th December 2009:

- 3:30pm Singapore time, board the Batam Fast ferry to Batam Centre. (Picture Below)

- Check passport and stuff.
- A man waiting for us with Hubby's full name on a piece of poster like that. (Picture Below)

- Board the hotel van and off to our hotel called, Panorama Regency Hotel. (Picture Below)

- Check in and stuff. Then put our luggage bag in the room & browse through every single of the things inside the room. (Picture Below)

- The ladies decorate their room for Arham's mini surprise celebration. (Picture Below)

- Off to had our super delicious dinner but very the boring, not a buffet. (Picture Below)

- Then went to Karaoke behind Nagoya Hill Shopping Malls. The Karaoke was really two thumbs up i tell you! (Picture Below)

- While singing, Mar & Faiz went to Nagoya Hill SM to buy food & cakes.
- Get back to the hotels, and the ladies prepare all the things.

- And taadaaa, we surprise Hubby. Camwhoring, Sabo-ing Ham, Eat! (Picture Below)

P.S: We sleep separately for 2 nights okay! :(

Second day, Friday the 25th December 2009:

- Wake up at 6.15am. Had our bath, make up and dress up.
- Off to our super delicious best giler nak mampos breakfast :) BUFFET, our favourite! (Picture Below)

- Went up to the rooms to have our short rest.- At 10am went down to 3rd floor for message! :D It was great. Me, Mar & Shida had a Aromatheraphy Message. The guys had Thai Message at our room itself, but Faiz had the Indonesia Message.

- Rest again & get ready. (Picture Below)

- Off to Nagoya Hill SM for shopping! But it was really tiring walking around there, its quite big.

- Finally, we get to eat at A&W Restaurant! (Picture Below)

- Night time, we went to Golden Prawn to have our really super best yummy dinner! :) We skip our dinner at the Hotel Cafe, cause its was really a boring dish! Our tummy give a wide smile when we eat at Golden Prawn. (Picture Below)

- Went back to hotel. The ladies was really tired. Mar slept first follow by Shida. And I'm still awake alone :(
- At 3am plus, I woke up & was really shocked that the room is dark! Really dark! The lights off by itself, wth? I wake Mar to accompany me, while I on the lights back. Pheww!

Third Day, Saturday the 26th December 2009:

- Wake up at 6:30am to bath, make up & dress up.
- Check all our valuable things, and off to our breakfast. Wow, it was crowd man. Singaporean people was there too, I guess.
- Smoke & Chill at the reception area.

- 8:30am Indonesia Time, board the hotel van and off to Batam Centre.
- 9:35am Indonesia Time, board the Batam Fast ferry to Harbourfront Centre. (Picture Below)

- Cabbed to home sweet home! :)
- As for me, once I've reached home sweet home. I unpacked all our things and dump it in my dirty clothes basket. Then get ready,and off to my mum place for my sis engagement day.

So I shall upload the rest of the picture at Fb & Multiply soon, 200 plus picture okay together with my sis engagement pictures! Wahlauwei :(

Before I forget, Congratulations to my Beloved Second Sis & Abg Ari! :)

20112011? Insya-allah, if there's no blocking path, lol. I wish you both last long till to the dais, love you. Mu-ah!

She look so pretty! I was so shocked when I came into the room to see her, really gorgeous.

Two by two please. Haha!

They're as cute as always. Ibu love you both! If Liyah have hair like Syura, I'm sure they both look like twin! :)

out from Sg

2009-12-23T12:30:00.000-08:00

Dear lovely readers,

tomorrow is the day that Me, Hubby & four others of our friends is going for our first holiday together.

We are going Indonesia, Batam.

Please please, pray for our journey to and fro to be safe.

Thankyousomuchpeople ♥

So we will be back on 26th Dec. Plus my blog will be dead for awhile. Hee! :)

Stay tune ya! n_n

Three more days to your biggest day ever, sis! (:

key to freedom

2009-12-21T22:20:00.000-08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Love!

I know, I've nothing to give you this time yet. But I really hope that the plans and surprises at there, will works smoothly. Oh I can't wait lah guys. Three more days guys, have you guys pack your things yet? I'm gonna do it soon. Mother in law had sew one of my shirt. So everything is done :) Thank you Mami. Anyway, I have something to share with you all a great news. My second sis is going to engage soon this 26th Dec, and the day itself is her birthday. Sweet kan? :D I'm so happy for her. Like finally, her big day is coming. Its worth waiting, baby. I know how is her love stories have been. Its like a rollercoaster, I tell you. So see you guys (cousin/relatives/friends) this Saturday :) Can't wait, can't wait!

I wanna go countdown, can I hubby? Hmm.

random

2009-12-17T16:00:00.000-08:00

Sorry if this pictures animation look very dizzy or what. Cause I'm sooo lazy to upload the pictures one by one. Haha! This edit look easy to me, lol. Its raining catdog outside. What a cold weather! Hubby jusr called me, and he already finished the interview. Hopefully, they will call back. Grr. Its hard if you don't have any income, like me! Hais. I wish I can go out to work. I need my own income. I can't always depend on others right? Mother in law been helping us alot in financial, how will I pay her kindness back? Sometimes, I feel ashame with her. And, of cause Liyah's baby bonus helps us too but we can't use all of it. Its not fair for her. I really hope, luck is on our side right now. *PrayHard*

And how I miss clubbing. Hubby seems to ignore me whenever I talk about club. I wish to go with him and some of my friends one day. Pls pester him, anyone? Haha. But in other words, dream on lah Linda! Lol n_n Its very hard to convince him nowadays. *Sigh*

atlast

2009-12-16T13:15:00.000-08:00

Last 2 weeks I meet up with them, I think. Haha! Oh I really can't remember lah. They are my classmate since secondary one. Had a great time talking with them. Like since ages we didnt meet up & have a long chit-chat. I hope to meet some others classmates of mine too. Miss those time with them. I heard they gonna do a class gathering. But I'm not sure when.

Five more days to your twentyone cents, babyboy! I'm not sure hows the plan is going. I hope to surprise him at there, but I don't have any idea how to do it. Haha! Slenge seh. What sort of wife am I? LOL. Geeee :D Someone help me!! Grr. My brain really empty.

Today marked Liyah's Five Months Old. But still she havent turn over. You know, what I mean. Maybe she takes time to do that? Oh well, just wait. And I'm gonna miss her, next week :( Hais.

happy-happy selalu

2009-12-15T14:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Time. Happy Moment. Happy Hour. Happy Day. Happy Night.
Happy Fantanstic Four.

fantastic four

2009-12-15T13:30:00.000-08:00

I had a very super hyper great day with you guys that day. It was a blast one! Thank you for the quality time we had. Hopefully our plan will go smoothly well this december. Please pray hard okay all of you? Hehe n_n
Oh, I can't wait for the holiday with you guys, Yipee!!

And I'm sorry for letting my blog dead. I shall upload those picture that we took pretty soon, give me some time. Currently, I'm busylah dong :)

And oh, not forgetting, HAPPY 38TH MONTHSARY TO US, BABYBOY.

Remember this, although we had hiccups last few days, I, as a wife always love you endlessly.
Without you, my life is meaningless. Without you, my life is never complete.

Lastly, I ♥ You.

renovate layout

2009-12-02T19:30:00.000-08:00

she look like a boy right?

Change skins means change mood. heh n_n
Currently i'm updating liyah's fb. Fb is so slow nowadays, you agree? Grr. Later i'm going to have kfc for my super late dinner. Blackpepper chicken! :9 The new taste hah? Yeahla. And i'm multi-tasking now btw. While playing lappy, I'm watching wheel of fortune on channel 5. Sg idol gonna start in half an hour time, and hopefully one of the ladies will be the Sg Idol for this year, Tabitha & Sylvia had a great voice! The guys was two thumbs down for me :( Sorry for their fans. I'm waiting to watch zooooooom korea at 8.30pm on suria channel! But to tell you frankly, I don't really like Norfa & Maiya to be the host of this season. I prefer Nurul Aini & Huda. agree? Haha. -.- Jgn marah ye! Friday & Saturday is hubby off day, should we go somewhere in Sg to spend quality time with each other? Since mother in law is off too so she can take care of liyah for me? shall we Hubby? Geees. Idk la. Its up to him lo. Next week baby! Gonna be your happiest day right? For 2 years plus you been serving NS, now its the time for you to rest and maybe stop having those shift? You know, what I mean, the 2 days work & 2 days off thingy? Gosh, i hate it, hate the night shift, hahaha! Idk why i'm so excited about? Lol. And 19 days more to go, and you gonna be twenty one baby! :) Hope you gonna be moreeeeeeee m.a.t.u.r.e.d than before! Heh n_n Anyway, i forget to write at the previous post, yesterday i went to hospital right? Then some of the patients there, saying that Liyah is like a babydoll, and she asking me to have another one, what the....? Hahaha. Aunty, its not the time yet. But I feel like, having Liyah is enough for me but mmm, idk lah. Lets time decide it. We can't predict our future okay, remember that ;)

gold age

2009-12-02T16:00:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to alexandra hospital for a visit for obek, hubby's granny's sister. pity her, you know. she fall outside hubby's granny's toilet house. she fall in the morning and hubby's granny went back from work around afternoon. imagine how long she been sitting infront of the toilet? somemore the house only occupy by both of them. whoa, pity right? and the most pity part was, she pee infront of the toilet. hais! i really pity old lady. like my granny, last few weeks she also have a fall at mum's place. she fall facing her chest down touched the floor. luckily, mum was around at the point of the period. granny can't walk for several days, luckily she's okay now. after that, i heard my stepgranny cannot walk due to her leg is swollen. *sign* but now, she's okay already lah. kesian kan nenek-nenek & atok-atok ni, mmmm.

bye lah. will do a proper post next time :)

family gathering

2009-11-30T16:00:00.000-08:00

thanks lovelies for the wonderful day we had yesterday. it was a blast one! i really enjoy myself although we keep passing around the babies to each other when our turns to play, haha! that part was seriously like a mess. heh n_n i even can't concentrade on the bowl. we should have those indoor/outdoor activities again, perhaps with the cousin? confirm kecoh punya! haha. i'm imagine it now..... whoaaaaa! kecoh-kecoh. so plan a.s.ap aites? i mean, if we have enough cash then we shall plan it soon & can talk about it. so, let the picture make the talking! :)

ibu lin & princess liyah

ibu lin with the people-always-wrong-them-as-twins girls

me with my beloved ayah, mama joola & mummy ma

syura with her papa adus & mama joola

happy three family :)

mummy ma & daddy ari, two love birds of the day

princess syura versus princess liyah.
who will win?
nah, not even both of them will win.
cause they will be a good companion for each other :)

new face; daddy ari & princess liyah

daddy ari trying to make princess liyah smile, but i'm not sure whether he success or not

my dearest mother & father
(suddenly came standing & staring at us playing from no where!)

everyone is trying to get strike baybeh! :)

okay more pictures at my multiply aite? take a look if you want to, i don't force. and feel like someone is missing from the picture? yes, its my hubby. he's not joining cause due to his night shift work lor. hais, please finish your fucking NS darn fast can? another few more weeks to go! 10 december baybeh is his O.R.D day. YAHBERDARBERDOO lah seh! :) only i know how happy am i, haha. anyway, hubby plan something this coming january 2010, i let you know if its on or off alright? anyway, hubby already out to sentosa with his work team. i wish i can tag along but fuck it lah, hehs.

fly me to the moon baby...

fate brought us together

2009-11-28T19:40:00.000-08:00

sometimes days are nice to us, which they give us the moment of happiness, laughter & joy. but sometimes days are bad to us, which they give us the moment of misunderstanding, arguements & anger.
-lynda bah

thats life, you see. as today you & your partner is okay, but tomorrow you & your partner is unokay. you get what i mean? i guess, you been this situation before, right? like me now! : i don't wish to elaborate more on things, just two words i wanna say, "fickle-minded", thats him. he can't make a decision properly. urgh, forget about it.

hoping tomorrow bowling session with siblings & bro in law plus the babies is on. i just want to have fun & stress-free for a day. sitting & rotting at home can be stress, you know. urgh! as for now, i just fed my princess & whats more she can do next after her feeding? sleep lah! heh n_n while watching tv, i'm waiting for hubby to be back. not sure what time he gonna be back from work. gosh, i miss him. hmpf! -_-

people do change although they said to you, that they won't.

aidil'adha

2009-11-28T15:00:00.000-08:00

'i cut my stupid fringe, how do i look? haha.'
belated; selamat aidil'adha! :)

glad to see all of them yesterday although some came late. but atleast we get to see for awhile right? mum's dish was two thumbs up but i don't really satisfied with mum's "shark fin soup" it taste different seh. mmm! nurul agree with me. i told mum, but she don't agree. haha! pantat betol. teehee! we stay mum's place quite long. around 3 hours? then we proceed to hubby's nenek place at tanglin halt. whoa, cramp place. heh! n_n we stay only for awhile cause parents in law wanna go back. so get to see nenek for a short while only. hmpf! rihanna is damn cute lah. but sadly, she doesnt want people to be near with her, grr.

i'm better get started ready now cause i wanna go downstairs for awhile to buy my makeup things & liyah's pampers. we are running out of it! :( grr. and liyah's new milk smell awful. i don't like, i like the old ones. same brand, similac but this new product they add some new formula in it. luckily, liyah's is sucking/drinking it well. if not, what a waste if she don't.

me & hubby is getting $100 each on mid january or early february, yesza! we planned, we gonna go shopping! thanks to liyah's 2nd baby bonus :) we are really running out of t-shirt, especially me! if you notice, i've been wearing the same shirt! grrr. pathetic betol.

okay, see ya readers. mu-acks! xoxo

blablabla

2009-11-26T16:00:00.000-08:00

(ignore my voice if you heard any)

see this video and see how cute is liyah :) cheeky!
fyi, she can't tiarap by herself as for now. she is taking her own sweet time, not like syura cause she can turn her self over, chest touching down. u get what i mean right? T.I.A.R.A.P lah. haha!

anyway, i've stop eating iron tablets & vitamins. i'm really sick of it, and i'm not sure how will this coming tuesday gonna be. NUH sms me just now remind me that i have a appointment with them @ 3.30pm. i'm not sure to postpone it or not to go, how? urgh.

and i want to share some funny words from raiyan when he saying some funny names:

his dad's name is Ramzan, but he pronouce it as Kanjan.
his granny's name is Noorsiah, but his pronouce it as Rosak.
my daughter name is Liyah, but he pronouce it as Kiyah.
my bro in law name is Firdaus, but he pronouce it as Pidaus.

changing people names hah? but the most funniest name he prononce is his dad's name. silly boy! =) hopefully to meet EvErYoNe tomorrow yeah? :( and i want shopping badly!

no title

2009-11-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

both father & daughter is sleeping right now. later i'm off to jurong point with mother in law & liyah. hubby never tag along cause he's working night shift today. boring!~ gees. i'm sleeping with liyah for double night, urgh. bosan tau!

see hubby with his uniform, charming siak. i like when he look smart like this, make me melt lah seh! lucky, he will end his ns very fucking soon! and he's getting a new job which is, i-don't-know-what-it-is job. heh! i think he's been reject from signing on as PCG. stingy officer, i can say. i think, they look at the skin colour, you know what i mean. grr.

hokay, i'm wanna have my meal then get ready. update again when i'm free. bye reades! :D

mummies & babies

2009-11-24T13:15:00.000-08:00

friday to monday was at mum's place. i had a great time with mak, ayah, nenek, sis & the kids. heh n_n yeah of cause i bring liyah along. thanks hubby for fetching us. so sweet of you! love you many-many tau :)

so on monday, before me & liyah back to jurong west place, we went to swimming pool at yio chu kang swimming complex with mum, the kids, sis, asyura and her bunch of friends. total we have 4 prams with us. haha! in the train at choa chu kang, raiyan talk non-stop till we reach to our destination, whoa talkative lah you! luckily, the place don't have alot of people. good spot! :) liyah & syura had their swimming session for the first time, heh. how cute! next time we shall go again okay liyah? hari raya haji is coming and i'm so happy to see all my relatives this friday! i miss you people lah, really.

izzi

2009-11-20T23:30:00.000-08:00

last few days, i tell mum the truth that i still burn my lungs. i think she's dissapointed in me, really. cause she said, "susah lah korang nie" hais. sorry mother! :( i can't help it. its not easy to throw that habit okay. mmm, hubby suppose to work at the morning today but his officer asked to finish his leave, so thats means he go to work abit late. before 12 noon he need to reach at the workplace till night around 10 plus to 11 like that. so tonight, he will be sleeping alone! cian babyku. i'm going to mum place like i said in yesterday post. i'm ready & liyah too. so we better off now before rain fall. grr. cold cold day lah! okay, i will be back soon.

i miss my nurul, and i miss my girls. meet up soon can? tsk.

and i really want a honeymoon! gosh. i can't wait any longer. i need job, i need money!!

new skins

2009-11-19T19:00:00.000-08:00

new skins, new layout.

today as usual, raining! xmas is coming mah. we didnt enjoy the snow but we enjoy rain and the cold weather? haha. so stay home with hubby & princess the whole day. we didnt have our proper breakfast okay! hubby ate bread with peanut butter with a cup of hot coffee & as for me i just have a slice of plain bread & a cup of hot milo. pathetic hah? our stomach empty till 3 pm. actually we were lazy to went downstairs to buy food. then i decide to cook soup pasta. haha! atleast to fill half our stomach right? while i'm cooking it, hubby went downstairs to buy food for our dinner, its still in the microwave oven. haha! we will eat it later ;) takot basi kang. hubby bought mee rebus for me & mee soto for him, its cheap you know! i think $2 only at the market area. how cheap! anyway, liyah been coughing since just now. shits! my virus spread to her? wth. fuck it. and tomorrow i'm going to mum's place, sleeping over till sunny sunday. hopefully this sunday will be sunny, haha.

okay, i think i'm going to have my dinner now.

random

2009-11-18T22:30:00.000-08:00

i'm back from bugis. what a rainy day today, a cold weather hah?
i feel like i'm getting sick, oh shits. running nose & itchy throat is no no for me. blame to my sis for passing this virus. bah! haha. my throat get real hurts. i might scared its spread to liyah, oh no no! stupid sick.

mother in law bought for me 2 knickers at topshop, haha wth? (knickers = undergarments?) i'm so embarassed she bought for me that. but whatever it is, thank you so much mami! :) i shall buy for myself once my pocket is full of money. hehe! or shall i asked hubby money instead? and ahah, she bought some stuff for liyah too. thanks alot! :) actually, i'm worried about hubby. why? cause first things, his ORD day is coming on mid december, and i guarantee the head quarters or the officer never accept him to sign on as a police coast guard. and yah! he need to find outside job. like wtf? i bet it takes few months for him to search to & fro right? kesian baby. hais, what to do. this is life. i just need to pray hard for him to get a proper job asap. if not, makan maggi jelah kiter! haha.

i miss everything what i've been doing before i know that i'm pregnant, you know. like partying? drink alcohol with some bunch of people, haha. you know, i know hah! smoke like nobody business? clubbing? dancing like the world is yours? oh gosh, i miss all that. night life? yeah right. suppose to be havoc huh? but now, nomore sia! :( i wish i can have all that again although i'm married and have one child. and i wish to go with hubby. shall we? haha! dream on lah makcik... heh! so who is single right now, better enjoy yourself before its too late. i mean, you can do whatever shits you like when you don't have other responsibility to handle. your sin, your responsibility. no hard feelings okay by that sentences cause i find it meaningful. i do have my own sin, which people don't have any sin, you tell me?

okbye, goodnightsunshine.

this is life

2009-11-18T15:00:00.000-08:00

seems that its getting better now, alhamdulilah. sorry for my previous post. don't worry guys, i'm okay :) thanks for the concern everyone, appreciate it. we just need to give each other time to change our weakness.

seeing her face always makes me cheer up, makes me be strong, makes me happy & makes me stress-free.
thats why, ibu love you so much princess.

hubby going out later with his bunch of colleagues. nak ORD mah, spend time with them katekan. make sure behave or else... tahu lah nasib kau. hehe! :) maybe i'm going out to bugis, meeting my mother in law. but see the weather lah, not sure whether is gonna rain or not. okay, i wanna make a call & get ready. bye!

no matter what yang, i love you.

is life unfair?

2009-11-13T15:20:00.000-08:00

hey, i didnt mean to be harsh or rude to you. but your fucking attitude asked me to do that. i tolerate with all your shits. but what did i get? nothing in return. you want people to understand and feel you, but how about mine? don't be sucha selfish person can? you are lucky enough to have us by your side, but what did we get? oh please lah, stand and be a man! she asked me to be patience and tolerate all this shits, how can i? in that house, i don't have anyone to approach to, to feel me. NOONE! enough said, i shall walk away from you, one fine day.

orang dah condemmed kau, beh aper? kau takleh accept ah? so kau tak mengaku ni semue pon ade kesalahan kau jugak? eh semue orang buat kesalahan lah. takde orang yang sempurna dalam dunia ni. fikir ah, kau dah cukup matang! bukan budak-budak lagi masih nak bawa ketiak mak!

all in one

2009-11-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

its 11:30pm now and i feel like vomiting, i don't know why, ergh.

my menses are here with me yesterday night. i feel much better, haha. but still need to endure the pain-ness right? anyway, a few hours ago i've been browse through my multiply's blog. haha, i read some of my recent post there, i smile alone while reading all that. so much of memories lah, thats why. i don't intent to delete my multiply, really. all the recent pictures are still brighten there. heehee! =)

as on tuesday, liyah will be taking her late 3 months old hepatitis B injection. she was sick last few weeks kan? so postponed lo. as for now, she's not fully recover yet but much way better than last week. her cough is still there but just a minor one. hope it gets better days by days. its really worried you when your child is sick ok.. *sigh.

seriously, sometimes i feel like pampered myself with things that i want and have. but how? its late for that, i guess. cause now is the time that i can only pampered my daughter, hehe. right? urgh, lets not elaborate anymore. its just making me wanna desperately pampered myself even faster, lol.

fyi lah, been several days i didnt take my iron tablets & vitamins pills. its just that, i'm sick of them. although its small, but ergh... i'm so lazy lah to take them. maybe i need someone to force me to eat those medicine. the doctor said, my blood is low, yada yada. but i'm totally bored with that small tablets which went through down to my throat! but in another words, the tablets are good for me. as iron tablets, so called give me some extra blood cells. haha, macam betol jer? don't know lah ehk, haha. n_n when my mood is there, then MAYBE i will swallow those, maybe jer tak confirm lagi. :]

okaylah, my throat is not feeling well, as i feel like vomiting. shits, i hate this. urghhhh!!

good night, i love Sg :)

-Lets make our world the most, beautiful home... ohhh yeahh~

home sweet home?

2009-11-01T18:40:00.000-08:00

hello novemberrrrr!

i'm back from cck home to j.w home!
but i'm not satisfied sleeping at mum's place. i wanna sleep there again so.... i can meet & play with the kids again. listen to their becokness mouth, crying, shouting, and blablabla. heh :) perhaps next week or next two weeks lah. i wanna sleep for the whole one week!! haha. can right? actually kannn, i really don't know what to update about. boring kan aku? whatever.

good evening world. 2010 come quick! :D

princessku botak

2009-10-28T17:30:00.000-07:00

this shall be a quick & short update as for today.
look at the picture, liyah even more cute right? haha.
she just bald yesterday night.

okay thats enough.
hubby is bringing lappy to work,
and i'm going to sleep with liyah.
only the two of us :D
as for tomorrow,
well i'm not sure whether to go to mum's place anot.
granny already miss liyah.
lemme think first hor :)

old

2009-10-27T16:00:00.000-07:00

i was browsing through multiply & found some old photos with my secondary school mates. you see it! :) haha! people change. environment change. atmosphere change, simply everything changed. on 2006 i guess.

for this, outing to sentosa with hubby, me, mar, rohani, wawan & saiful. 2007 okay!

thats all i found! :)

outdated

2009-10-27T13:00:00.000-07:00

hello daily lovely readers.

had a sausage mcgriddles meal with ice milo for my breakfast. i just wasted my 3 bucks for the delivery charges cause macdonalds just downstairs the house, see how lazy i am? lol.
i'm done with my washing & hanging clothes. yesza!
and its raining just now, what a cold weather.
liyah is sleeping right now after drinking her cough medicine.

well, last friday plan with my girls for a short meet up since rohani so eager to meet liyah. we promised to meet at 7pm at lot one but biaselah janji melayu ;) heh n_n so i headed to mum's place with liyah before meeting with my girls. i just miss them lah, who else, the 2 kids & syura. and i miss my granny too, miss kissing her forehead whenever i went out from mum place or went back home. like been ages didnt meet & see her. last time, always get to see her around the house, but now nomore. i feel like hugging nenek now :( tsktsk. then mum wants to go to one of my aunt place at bukit panjang with syura & the kids along too, cause its friday mah the kids will be by their mother side on saturday & sunday and anyway, my aunt do miss liyah lots. mmmm, popular jugak eh anak aku? good lor. i like! i mean, i like to see her been cuddle, carry & kiss with many poeple. sharing the love katekan. so biler dier dah besar, die tak takot orang. me like if like that! heh ._. me, mum, syura & liyah took cab from bp to lot one. mum joining us, how great! but i asked the girls first, they agreed. thx babes! :D we have our dinner at jalapenos. ade orang tuh blanje, terima kasih ah babe! ;) haha. the food was yummmylicious lah kan. been ages i didnt drink coke float :9 teehee! ^_^ and now i'm craving for that! so its the pictures turn to talk.

i think, i'm buying for liyah the hat, on the right one. mcm adorable gitu, me suke!

haha, anak rock mane ntah! lol. fyi, thats rohani's hair.

my baby.love

2009-10-20T19:30:00.000-07:00

i'm so fortunate having the both of you in my life. you both really complete my life & my world. you show me the meaning of life. i know, i'm facing a reality show. and i prolly know my responsible towards you both. as for now, i'm not prepare to have another A yet. i want to give full of my love towards our princess. she's still small and need to gain more love from us. i'm typing this not to say that hubby wants another baby, oh no! don't get me wrong. haha. i just type this as a random sentences. heh n_n i'm really happy to see hubby more closer with liyah as before. maybe last time he didnt gain any love from sibling as he is a single son. thank you hubby for sharing your love with our adorable daughter. she really mean many things to us. nur aaliyah wardina, thats our first daughter. with god bless, we will getting another in 5 years time, maybe? heh. i want our marriage life to be continuous darling, hiccups are everywhere around us. its the matter of, to handle it in a minor or major way. right?

mohamad arham rashid, the man that i always love & treasure the most &
nur aaliyah wardina mohamad arham, the girl that make me feel perfect as a woman.
nurazlindah baharom love the both of you till eternity, mu-ack! :)

bearday advance

2009-10-20T17:30:00.000-07:00

today marked mar's 19th birthday.

so, happy birthday dearest girlfriend!

love ya very the much, hah! :D

she was so lucky, why? cause she didnt received any sabo from all of us due to the toilet was so fucking far. nevermind, one of her unlucky days she will get it, you wait horr! :P

thanks guy for coming & everything, heh n_n

new friends;

suzy, white design shirt.

hanies kechiq, wearing the black cappy.

shida, the long hair.

a big green birthday card from us, the triple A.

a bear from faiz from build-a-bear.

tak sia-sia kiter ikot kau, faizz! heh ._.

eat eat eat & eat.

food food food & lots of food,

makes our tummy happy! :)

new friends are awe...some lah deh.

hubby & wifey love, haha lol.

nice drawing hor? haha.

we played donkey cards,

the winner gets to draw at the loser's hand.

good idea, faiz rahman! :)

we played many games tho.

was planing to play twister but i don't realise that

the twister was so fucking small after i opened it.

slenge seh aku. paiseh eh babes.

hahaha! so the twister went to the dustbin. haha! =D

the man does the cooking & barbecuing

while the ladies sit back and relax to wait for the food to arrive. hoho!

i want a bbq pit again. its so wonderful to meet and camwhore with friends.

next, chalet? hahaha. will think of it.

anyway, more pictures at usual webby, my multiply.

so view it if you have time.

lastly, please get well soon my dearest princess.

why must you who is sick but not ibu or ayah or nenek or atok? now you're sick, and ibu is worried sick about you dear. you been coughing & sneezing. please go away unwelcome virus, grr. i can't bare to see you sick. sigh. ibu hope you will get well pretty soon okays? love you princess liyah :)

triple

2009-10-15T16:00:00.000-07:00

today marked our three years.
happy 3rd year annie my hubby love.
i know i've been saying this a several times but its my routine already. i can't help it. heh~ so i'm gonna say it out. hubby, i love you so much with all my open heart. you're the only man standing in my heart. i'm sorry for whatever shit i've given to you. but sometimes u doest that to me, but ive forgive you no matter what. dear, this is my longest relationship i ever had. we go through our thick and thin days together. so we shall go through whenever there's hiccup approach us. mohamad arham bin rashid, the man who i called my pillar of strength & my backbone. without you, i can't walk straight. love you baby hubby.

ibu gonna miss you on saturday night. sorry to left you with your fab granny. heh~ ayah & ibu will gonna miss sleepling with you for that night. sorry bucuk. i'm happy that she always be by my side. love you, nur aaliyah wardina.

webcamming with ziema was two thumbs up, haha. first time webcam with her because she wants to see lil princess. haha! don't worry babe, one day you'll get to see her on live :) heh~

al-fathah

2009-10-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

to our dear oshin shaffadina, return to rahmatullah on 14 october 2009. may she rest in peace. i pray that, all her sins will be forgiven by him. allah love her more than we do. although i don't know her that well, i miss her :'( i miss seeing her around with her hubby and adorable prince. she left us so sudden, i expect & hope that she will recover soon but all of us need to accept what had happened. i pity her family and her prince. its a big blow for them to see her go. the night before she left us, i had a dreamt of her that she passed away, but i wake up and told myself that, it will be the opposite way but its not true. i received a msg from khairun & kak reena, telling that oshin left all of us forever. its break my heart to tears reading those message cause what i don't expect, is happened. condolence to her family :'( shaffadina, may she be with the angels that will be by her side, accompany her & guide her. her lost is really sudden. i really can't believe that she go far away from her family & us who we don't know her that well. i realise that, this could be happen to any one of us. i don't know why i keep thinking of her. maybe, i just miss her so much. i know that she is watching over us, she's still around her house wtih her family now. i wish i can visit her :(

shaffadina aka oshin, you will always be in our heart and we will always remember you in mind. you have our prayers with you. i hope, you go with a smile. i know you been suffering to fight with the illness. you're a strong lady, oshin. ya allah ya tuhanku, yang maha pengasih dan penyayang. kau cucurilah rohnya dengan orang yang beriman. ampunkan lah dosa nya, ya allah. amin ya rabbal alamin:'(

growing

2009-10-13T11:30:00.000-07:00

left side aaliyah was a week plus & right side she was a month plus.
sorry need to cover her flower, heh~

she cover her mouth while sleeping. takot lalat masuk ke? haha~

somehow i grab all this photos at my multiply. sucha a memories lah. haha~ but i lost the very first picture that we taken, hais~ wth. 2 more days to our 3 years anniversary. i don't have any idea what to give him or surprising him cause we stay under one roof seh? how eh? mmm. but no matter what, i really love him with all my heart. he always will be by my side although when there's hiccup here and there. love ya boncet! n_n

surpise mini celebration

2009-10-12T14:30:00.000-07:00

happy 49th birthday ayah!

plan A was cancelled and we move on to the last minute plan B. haha. cause first sis told us she will be late. three of us promise to be at parent's place latest by 8pm. due to parents will be home by 8.30pm. but first sis called us up to change plan, so we did. heh! n_n when first sis arrived, ayah was having his bath. first sis asked second sis to set up the cake at the kitchen but i knocked at the toilet door asking ayah what he doing, and he replied, i'm out soon from the toilet. when hearing that, me & second sis rush to the living room acting as normal. a few minutes ayah went out of the toilet room proceed to his bedroom to change. as he out from there, he sat on the living room chair carrying asyura. while he played with asyura, second sis set up the cake at the kitchen. while me at the living room standby to close all the lights. and second sis give me signal, and when the lights off, i can still see ayah face shocked. the cake arrived, carried by second sis and we sang him a birthday song. i think ayah is touched by all that, cause i can see from his face reaction. surprise ayah!

sorry lah, my ayah is sexy. lol :D

cake from prima deli only $22.80 standard size.
chocolate marquise; chocolate sponge with mousse.

i sleep over parent's place cause mum don't agree i go back at that late of night with aaliyah. so the next morning, i wake up at 8am to have my shower to meet hubby at IMM. wanna know what? hubby getting new phone. walawei! haha. nokia e63 red colour for free. the phone cost $48 actually but hubby get a $100 voucher from M1. and his handphone pass on me. ah'hah! i get new phone too. sony ericsson t700 :) finally i get a new set of handphone although its used by hubby for week plus ._. my previous phone sell away for 80 bucks. okb? haha, for a short period only. so i still have some of my wishes which havent fullfil yet. haha! yesterday was a tiring for me, walk to and fro from hubby area house to some place which is so fucking far to find some stuff. somemore i'm carrying aaliyah using the carrier bag. my leg is pain now. hais, need some massage from hubby! hmpf. my princess aaliyah will be turning 3 months in 4 days time, cepat nyer? mmm. how many kg will she be right now?

wanna guess how much she weight on her 3 months old? tag me okay? i want a exactly correct answer. the winner will get a small gift from me, really. ONLY the ones i know can guess :P the result of her weight will be out on 19th oct okay? so come guess it and tag me! :D
good luck!

unlucky

2009-10-09T23:30:00.000-07:00

see how pity hubby is? sitting on the wheelchair at NUH? stupid china man. kalau tak tahu naik basikal, jgn naik lah bodoh! you think cyclist don't have rule and regulations at road ah? stupid! cyclist law also same as a road user law lah bodoh! ingat road tuh bapak kau punye pe bodoh! urgh. i reall frustrated with that sungguh stupid.com china man. cause a few metre away hubby will reach to his work place but this happened instead. i hate foreign worker!! bloody shit. luckily hubby injuries is just a minor one. thanked god he's safe, amin. so i am hubby nurse of the day anyway. hehe! :)

oh wait, before its too late, happy 49th birthday my beloved ayah. tomorrow we siblings will do a mini celebration surprises for you at your place okay? hope everything go as planned :) love you ayah. i almost forget that today is he's birthday but luckily second sis called me and remind. thx sis :D

hubby's colleagues just got home a few hour ago. ber-rayer katekan :) haha. thx for coming guys!

my friendship

2009-10-08T15:20:00.000-07:00

we grow fast hah? from long hair to short hair. haha! they are my true friends. 6 years friendship with mardiana mokhtar & siti rohani sudin and 2 years friendship with safarin shaiful. i'm counting the days we been together. all the shit happen we been through, teach us a lesson but we manage to stay together. they're are my bestfriend. i think, no others girlfriend can replace them, really. in friendship, the only important thing is, understand each other. heh! they taught me to be more understanding in life. i really treasure you girls. thanks for being there when times turns cold. yes i don't deny that, i miss hanging out with you babes. bitching about all the stuff that we knew. haha! :D sharing our life stories, camwhoring non-stop, the video we took at ani place, remember? whoa i miss all that. and smany more. how i wish i can give myself time to be with you girls one day, only the four of us. i love you girls, really. hope to see you girls this 17th oct okay?

xoxo!

friend? - come & go, true friend? - stay.

till death do us apart

2009-10-07T12:00:00.000-07:00

i know we've been through all the thick & thin road of our lifes. but we havent complete the task yet, it still a long way to go. who said, in life there's no sickening obstacle & fucking problem? sure there is. we can't run from it, no way to escape either. sometimes things that we do, we don't realise that other party is unhappy. when they point out the things that they don't like, thats the time we realise. i know, how cruel i treat you last time, and now i realise that without you in my life, i feel so empty and lonely. last few days is sucha hatred day for us. having you & our princess around my arms is my happiest moment in life. you & her really complete my life. i just want the best from you. the very best what you can do, i'm not forcing you. i hope it come from the bottom of your heart. by forcing you to do something is not the right way. let the time decide the way. i'm sorry for what i did behind you, but you need to accept it. i shall quit it one day but i'm not sure when. whatever happened before our marriage life, let put it behind us. and don't ever look back to it. i know, you still feel uncomfortable with my side for whatever happened. but please i begging you, to look forward. i know, it takes time. hopefully one day, the feeling will fade away by itself. sometimes life is unfair, but i know, God is always fair & equal to everyone on earth. we plan it, He decide it. i really hope you get to read this. arham, you are the only man that i really love in my life. you are the only man that always stay in my heart. you are the only man that cherish & shower me with full of your love. you are the only man who give me a adorable & beautiful daughter. you are the only man that make me laugh & smile with your lame jokes. you are the only man that i called, my strength of pillar, my backbone & my hero. mohamad arham bin rashid, i really love you fucking alots. no man can replace you in my heart, i swear. may our marriage last forever dear, Amin. <3

tonnes of apology

2009-10-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

well i'm sorry for being M.I.A. heee! actually i really don't know what to update about. so many things i need to share with you all. and i'm so fucken lazy to type. bah! n_n just let the picture do their jobs okay? heh! ._. and i will tell you about it through out the pictures.

this was when asyura had her circumsize, wanna know what? she didnt even make any sound when the doctor cuts a lil bit of her flower flash. before that, she can even smile to my sis. haha! me & sis was so surprise. we guess that she will cry badly, but no! asyura is a strong girl like her mommy, i can say. sadly, not like my aaliyah, she is not strong enough like her mommy. heh! :)

with my in laws jalan-jalan raya. but without hubby cause he's working, not good!

this is 28 storey high at bishan.

on sunday mum's house was opened to invited people ONLY. the food was awesome! two thumbs up. i told you, i really love my mum cooking & of cause my granny's cooking too. i really miss their cookings. and now, i have to taste my own cooking which is sometimes tak sedap & sometimes sedap. not like theirs :( always delicious. but practice makes perfect oi! :D

unfamiliar faces?
with the peace is my nephew on dad's side, asfar. and on the bottom right is one of my sis friend's daughter. i don't know what her name. heh!

cucu nenek katekan! see how close they are with my mum?

i can't remember when i babysit asyura for 5 days 4 night. of cause i bring aaliyah along. haha! cause ariessa is sick, she had chicken pox! i really missed babysit asyura with nurul, thanks sis for accompany me and helping me out. cause i know, i can't handle two baby which is in a same age. haha. and yes, we did sing for asyura "twinkle-twinkle little star song, indian boy song, abc song" and she will response to it. really! cutelah kau syura! :) and one more song that nurul teach me, wanna know the sentences? "~naik-naik ke puncak gunung..~ tinggi-tinggi sekali..~ kiri kanan ku lihat saja banyak pohon cemara..~" actually its a bedtime song. heh n_n

and this was 40 storey high at commonwealth.
thx nurul for accompany me to check up at NUH. thx for carrying aaliyah. hehe! :) shall meet you again someday okay? really sia, i'm sick of tired taking iron pills and vitamins. sick of medicine! bah. can i not take it? hais.

do your best, and God will do the rest. okay?

morning

2009-09-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

good morning! this shall be a short & quick post from me. hubby gone to work a hour ago. aaliyah is sleeping peacefully at my mother in law room. and we will going out soon to banyan clinic to accompany my sis with her princess asyura. asyura gonna circumsize today. mesti terpekik punya. haha! kesian-kesian n_n.

aaliyah started to tiarap! :)

well i.m logging off now. okbye!

gdbye ramadhan, welcome syawal

2009-09-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

Syawal 2009 sudah tiba! :)

and this year is totally different for me, not like last time. heh ._. i will upload all the pictures taken on 1st Syawal & 2nd Syawal on Multiply. so who pictures is in do grab there aites? So you see on your right then you see the first box? yes! click on "multiply". don't worry, its not private. its open to public! ;D happy viewing!

but for the mean time, lets preview some of the pictures that i edit, enjoy! :D

hubby's side on 1st syawal.

at mum's place on 1st syawal.

my family side on 2nd syawal.

i don't realise that ah'chuwa is looking at the camera, its just a random snap. haha.
asyura: focus on me! don't look at others. hehe!

some re-cap about aaliyah. i know she's cute! tems lah anak ibu nie, gerammmmmmmm! grr.

she started to see around and stare at that person. and she started to reply back when people talking to her. hehe! she become clever each day. ibu & ayah will always love you, our princess nur aaliyah wardina.

no title

2009-09-17T17:25:00.000-07:00

see how strong we are for carrying 2 kids in our arms. haha! but if you ask me to carry them now, oh... i so tak boleh lah! haha. they getting heavier okay. nak dokong ariessa jer, dah terase berat nyer, ape ntah lg raiyan. heh! -__- kak hana how about you? geees. oh wait, do you realise that we carry the kids in the same position and me & kak hana is wearing a drink shirt? promoting ker? hahaha. satu leh minum, lg satu enggak boleh sih! harem, lol :)

and so my lil princess picture was taken just a hour ago after she had her bath. hahaha! da mandi pon nangis, ahyo. aaliyah aaliyah! actually she's sleepy. bah! n_n anyway, will break fast out later with parents in law. i think at teh tarik lo. cause makan siok close for renovation. and hubby told me, this is the third time makan siok had their renovate, kaya pah? haha. gasak dorg lah. as for now, i want to continue watching Bohsia at youtube, wherelse doh? lol. signing off, tata! ;D

short

2009-09-17T14:20:00.000-07:00

finally yesterday i got a ayam penyek ria for my breaking fast meal at jurong point. thanks dear for treating me. haha! i want to eat it again! so tempted lah, thats why. like duh, i changed layout again. i just want a simple layout, that will do. heh ._. as the title showed you, "short". today will be my short post. no event coming up. if there is, sure i will update a proper post aite? ;)

- happy eighteen birthday my baby nurul! :) may god bless you in everything. may your wishes and dreams will come true pretty soon. you know that i love you so much. and you will always be my sister forever. without you, my life don't seems to complete. i know, we been through together. we grew up together. you know what is in me, and i know what is in you. like i said, noone will replace a sister like you. i swear. so you're eighteen now, your journey is far from now. i hope, you know what is good & bad aite? i trust you. call or text me up if you need anything. i will try my best to help & be there for you. nurulinda always! :)

i want this, i need that

2009-09-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

i need a haircut soon.
i want a new handphone.
i want a psp slim.
i want a mp3 player.
i need a box of dye hair.
i want a beautiful & unforgettable honeymoon with hubby.
i want a wonderful & sweet holiday with my relatives.
i need a cream to clear my wounds at my face.
i need a spending time with my siblings.
i need a ouitng with my cousins.
i need a great + enough sleep.
& i want some freedom.

all my wants i prolly can't have it now, really.

ayam penyek ria

2009-09-13T01:20:00.000-07:00

its 12:50am right now. and i havent sleep yet. waiting for aaliyah to wake up later for her next milk. and hubby playing his blue psp. haha! and you judge my sleep time, its hourless. *sigh* i had sucha tiring saturday. help out mother in law clean the living room wall. sweep & mop my room, change curtains, cleans my dressing table, cupboard. phew, finally its over! haha. thanks mami for cleaning up my room window. breaking fast downstairs at makan shiok just now with hubby, parents in law & of cause my princess. what a boring dish they serve. -__- i just ate mee goreng mixed with fried kway teow. hubby complain its tasteless, ya right! you can't prolly get a delicious dish when a fasting chef cook it unless they are pro enough like my granny & mummy. haha! :)

after that, me & hubby went to JP to look for his lappy things, but its expensive doh. hubby budget is not there, haha. next time can buy it dear ;) and we bought something is not in our list anyway. stop at coffee bean & we had a regular pure dark chocolate ice blended with cream & a chicago cheese cake take away. i missed the pure chocolate ice blended with cream, not the dark choc okay coffee bean, why anyhow change it?! so chocolatey lah, i can't swallow it too much! tsk. as we walk around JP& window shopping, we was at the basement 1 then hubby was saying to me, "eh ade ayam penyek kat sini?" and i turn to look where he pointed. what the fuckkk! ayam penyek ria siol! ohmy, i'm craving for that dish since i'm pregnant! so we don't need to have a long journey to lucky plaza to eat that ayam penyek ria, right? jurong point dah ader, whoa best nyer!! *jumpinground* i said to hubby, die-die i want to eat it on monday. please hubby make this come true for me. you sayang i kan? haha. okay mushy abit. lol! ._.

should i buy something for her? i'm not sure, well let see if my cash is enough okay. no promises make here. i just want to see her to be happy in life always. love you, sis. NL always.

peek a boo at aaliyah pic below!

geram kan? hehe. aku lagi geram siol!

arham, do you know that you're my backbone? and do you know that i love you fucking so much? i bet you do. i hope this marriage will last forever. love you, my pillar of strength!

dirts

2009-09-12T17:05:00.000-07:00

forgive me for keeping my page dead! urgh. let me explain please...

saturday - went out with my dearest babes.
girls, sucha a long time we didnt spend our times togetha hah? glad to see you girls that day. what a splendid day we have! talk + share story, gossip, camwhoring, break fast then lepak outside flyers. haha! breaking fast at restaurant popeyes; chicken & biscuits. finally i get to have it in my tummy. shall go with hubby pretty soon, seems like he is jealous of me going to popeyes with my girlfriend. he sms me, "dapat makan sedap seh" lol, tulah i ajak you tapi you cakap aper dengan i? you cakap, "nanti la kiter pegi" hmpf. don't worry honey, will go there soon aites? :) i wish i can get on flyer soon with hubby, treat me can hubby? heh. *shy*

sunday - stay home, hubby work night shift that day. @#$%! *zippedmylips* no comments!

monday to thursday - monday went n.u.h to insert i.u.c.d with hubby & aaliyah (first time bringing her pram along). kak hana please explain what is i.u.c.d in long spelling, for me can? i'm not sure lah. heh! :P my appointment was at 1520hours but we waited like 1 hour 30 mins. hey whats wrong with you doctors? slow slug. appointment meant to be appoinment! so what? bah. hubby getting on his nerves, he go bored waited for that long. haha! finally its my turn to go in, actually i was so scared to insert that thing. my mind was thinking of, it is really painful? heh. but nah, its not that painful as what i expected. just a minor pain lah. after that, went to mum's place. i sleepover till thursday, and i get to smell & taste mum's cookies! yumm :9 but mum asked to extend till friday morning but mother in law miss aaliyah darn much. sorry mum! :( next time perhaps. hubby didnt sleepover cause on the following days, he's working. as for thursday, mum & second sis went to JPD to settle on something. alhamdulilah! i'm so glad to hear the very good news. kak, i'm happy for you. please k, don't ever do that again. all of us loves you. God is fair, and he's giving you a another gold chance. please appreciate that chance. we can't bare to see you in, really. love you, baby! :')
and so, this is the picture of my daughter & her 16days older sister. see, they are growing & aaliyah is catching up on asyura! go princess! :D

i have this wound below my right eyes, what the hell? how come its appears like that? pain sey! :( granny said, cockroach's bite. huh? possible meh? haha. don't know lah.

look at the cammy princess!

yesterday break fast at JP. actually was plan to visit zee & her prince at her house but hubby woke up late. we've promise mother in law to meet at JP at 6pm but hubby woke up at 4:30 instead, how to visit zee like that? sorry babe :( i feel bad sey. *sigh* we( hubby, me & aaliyah) reached JP banquet early to get a seat, it gonna be full house if we reached late! haha. after that we round-round at JP. mother in law bought some stuff for aaliyah. bunp with yana & some of her friends. nice seeing you babe! :)
anyway, mother in law bought for me a shoe for raya. thanks mami. you given me so much things. i really don't know how to thanked your kindness towards me, i appreciate every single thing mi. thank you so much! :')

nice anot? =)

2 more days to someone birthday. 4 more days to aaliyah 2 months old. 5 more days to someone turning 18. heh-heh!

simple post

2009-09-05T13:00:00.000-07:00

just took this picture yesterday. this coins are our daily savings. haha! tabung TAA? lol ._. ok lame. we need to save more, really. its not enough okay! mmm. keep saving lindarham! :)

thanks to cik liza, mother in law sis, for buying this shoe for aaliyah. but too bad it never fits her for now. maybe when she's turn 1 year old then she will be able to wear it.
(see aaliyah sleeping?)
yesterday, aaliyah just had her circumsize. sunat lah deng! haha. kesian dier, nangis sambil terpekik seh :( i don't dare to see the doctor cut it. pity liao. mmmm. thanks to mother in law for helping the doctor to hold aaliyah's legs. tak sampai hati tau aku nak tgk! tsk. but now, the wound is getting better. alhamdulilah! :)

later at 4pm, i'm going to siap-siap to meet my dearest girls for breaking fast togetha. *jumping around* will meet saf & mar at jurong east at 5.30pm, don't be late hah! heh. whoa! been so long never spend time with you babes right? i'm so excited lah kan! haha. okay now, i'm off to sindai those baju of us. so till here, and please wait for later updates! :)

okbye.

missed

2009-09-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

break fast at teh tarik nearby, i ate fish & chip :9 yummeah! just the three of us - mother in law, aaliyah & of cause, ME! haha. hubby break fast with his colleagues. supposely i go along but noone will look after aaliyah. and somemore all are gay, opps wrong. i mean guy. haha! ;) anyway, jurong place is very convenient, you know. shophouse katekan! whatever you want, just come down and buy that stuff. i likeeee! tak payah nak g jauh2 ._. some fast food also available here, like macdonalds & kfc. arg, that too common to say. i wish downstairs have ljs, burger king or popeye? maybe? lol. or any others then that too fast food restaurant will do. recently been breaking fast out. who gonna cook? me? hubby? sure! we just cook for ourself, haha. but its true cause mother in law told me once, she said, for weekdays there's no need to cook for everyone. cause everyone is working. mother in law always cook every weekends or when she's off. so thats why we eat outside :) okayokay, once again back to the title.. hehs! missed? what did i missed anyway? read this - I MISS GRANNY'S & MUM'S COOKINGGGLAH DENG! tsk :( i wish i can have their cooking right now. any dish will do as long as they cook it :] heh. i thought this coming monday wanna come to cck place. see how lah, if its not raining or something. hehe! i miss everyone there. especially the atmoshpere! -_-

i miss you, home.

i'm getting a new hair cut soon after hubby get his salary this mid of the mth for raya. heh! i want to cut like that (picture above) can can can? hehe. i don't know, i feel like having short hair. teehee! :D

my sleeping beauty

the atmosphere

2009-09-02T17:00:00.000-07:00

missing: ariessa & along.
this was taken on raya 2007.

this year raya is not the same. things change right? thats the reason why raya is difference this year. the changes is too sensitive to talk about, & also too emotional. obviously we, the relatives will miss her so much & always remember her forever. as for me, i had a family. surely i will miss the eve raya & morning raya to be with my beloved family at mak's place. where mum, dad, granny, sis & me will busying cook the food for raya, helping to clean up whole house, rebus ketupat and all stuff. seriously, i miss it. *sigh* anyway, i'm into this year raya cause this is my first time raya-ing with aaliyah & together with hubby. plus will go hubby relatives house-to-house with mum in law & stepdad in law. hehs! :) raya come quick! n_n

gdbye aug, hello sept

2009-09-01T17:35:00.000-07:00

beautiful scenery, i like it.
good job, hubby! for snapping this while on the boat at work.
i wish i could be on the boat with him right now -.-
so i can get to see the sunrise & sunset with him.
romantic katekan, duh! n_n

finally september is here with us baby. one more month to october!
& finally i've finished hanging our clothes to let it dry. i thought after finish all that, i want to go mak's place for a visit but too bad it was raining cats & dogs. urgh! what a day. i want to take some of my things since it is still there in my wardrobe. *sigh* perhaps tomorrow or something? grr. aaliyah been sleeping all day long, only for milk time she will automatic make her sound! haha. tahu jer time susu dier. hah!

actually i wish i can go out and have a proper job, you know. but who gonna take care of my babygirl then? mmm. i wish mak could babysit aaliyah but she's too busy and i don't want to make her go hard. now she's already babysit 3 grandchild okay. i think if she babysit another 1 grandchild, she will go haywire! haha. but nevermind, as long as i can take care of aaliyah by myself, then nothing is the problem. its just that financial lah. you think having a child facing no problem meh? you're wrong. its hard when come to money. my head will spin round & round. in this world, nothing is free! urgh, this is life on earth. right? what do you expect then? wth. i hope hubby get to sign on after his o.r.d. *prayhard* if he get it, then that will be his proper job as a police goast guard :)

and not forgetting..

happy birthday mami!
you've been sucha a kind mum to me.
i really appreciate your sacrifies to me & ham in anything.
may god bless you with peace & love.
goodluck in whatever you do.
lin doakan mami dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki,
insya-allah, amin.
love you, mum.

long post

2009-08-31T16:20:00.000-07:00

this will be a long post with full of pictures, hope you don't mind -.-

on thursday 270809 - watched final destination at marina square with hubby, mar & faiz. 3 out of 5 lah i can say. go watch it! haha. me & hubby reached earlier then we plan cause we want to buy the ticket before its sold out. we so kiasu lah! haha :D while waited for them, we went to play bowling. heh! thats was hubby's idea. guess who win? me lah of cause. *big-smile* after one game over, we went to arcade. lol. arcade? what do you expect? we abit childish hor? n_n hey i miss arcade tho but waste money seh.
below picture taken on thursday. pardon the unpretty & unhandsome photo of us :P

on sunday 310809- went to geylang with the same person. someone want to join but never. yesza, bagus die tak join, irritating! i don't know, i just don't like him to be around. fyi, he is hubby & faiz's colleague, haha. mar you should know who! lol. haha. phew! geylang was packed with alots of people. most of them is malay lah, of cause. heh! hubby & me bought a pair of black raya suit. atlast this year is black! and im so excited, this year i will be wearing kebaya! asyik baju kurung jer, boring lah kan! met some familiar faces, just smile & walk away. met abg qiim & kak reena too. wanna know what, when i saw abg qiim, i hugged him from the back. haha, terkejot kau!! kak reena was saying to me, "ingatkan pompan mane." haha, takot nampak? hehe. glad to see both of them. anyway, we thought of break fast at arnold but abg qiim said, must book first. but by that time is nearly 6 i think, nak book ape? limit-limit dapat makan lambat. what a luck! nevermind mar, next time we shall eat at arnold okay? ;) mar bought herself a brown raya suit, niceeee! it suit you babe :) mesti gorgeous punya, really. oh i can't wait to put those on my body. *kening naik-naik* & i think yesterday we eat alot fro breaking fast! we bought 200g dendeng, 4 chicken kebab for each of us, 20pieces otah-otah yang tawar nak mampos, 5 pieces tiny cempedak just for me. whoa, i guess our stomach is really happy yesterday :) but my legs are really sad, i need a good massage please! tsk.

geylang lights is so awesome, sorry didnt snap it clear.

ariessa rock! \__/

bestfriend! kecik-kecik dah pengang tangan. so cute. heh!

she is the apple of my eye.
thats all, thank you for staying long at my page to read :)
welcome in advance septemberrrrr!

mother & daughter

2009-08-26T17:10:00.000-07:00

this is how i look with just a compact powder on my face. ugly!!

pardon my face hor.

playing with the webcam. haha, takder keje lah, thats why. see aaliyah joining also. lol!
bored! yeah, thats the word. i'm not sure if wanna go mak place after this or after break fast. somemore, her things i havent pack yet. someone please knock my head so that i can stop facing the lappy and my butt off from the chair to pack her things. haha. alah, siket jer barang nak di bawah. heh! okay lah, i'm off to pack her things now. if not, i will be rushing here and there. not good hor? heh :) i will be back on sunday. so stay tune aite? bye.

proper post

2009-08-26T14:25:00.000-07:00

she make my world complete having her around my arms.

i miss this two kids real bad :(

as promise. i will do a proper post today! :D later will be going to mak's place to send aaliyah there. cause tomorrow maybe i'm going out to geylang or something with hubby. heh! thats why i asked mum & second sis for help to babysit aaliyah. by thursday night shall sleepover mak place cause on saturday there will be a breaking fast with all the relatives, i think not all. but hopefully all presence n_n! every year there will be this occasion at mak place. it a must okay! anyway, what will our raya outfit theme be this year, last year was grey theme. i thought of having a black theme. hehs! not sure if hubby wants that theme or not. as for aaliyah, maybe will buy her outfit at kiddy palace or anywhere. wanna know what? hubby wants to find a baju kurung for aaliyah at geylang. huh??!! silly silly! b, dier tak muat dgn baju kurung lah. she's still small lah deng! hehe. jgn marah panggil u deng. lol! :P i think he's too anxious to see aaliyah in baju kurung, thats why. don't worry, maybe in 1 to 2 years time, she will surely wear it. right?

honestly, i'm not fasting today. never wake up for the pre-dawn meal. n wait! i know still can fasting but i never niat lah. heh! maner boleh puase kalau takde niat. betol tak? or tak betol? but not too worry, insyaallah i will pay back the fasting that i miseed :) hubby just went out to career fare at cdans, bukit batok. see? this is what i totally dislike about his job. when their off days, "they" disturb it! *sigh* what to do, thats his job rule. i can't do anything right? mmm. hopefully hubby get to sign on after his o.r.d. he's been submit the application form at internet several times, but still there's no feedback from them. wth, slow slut! :( yesterday hubby on mc due to he had migraine, diarrhoea & fever. ape lagi, aku jadi nurse lah kat umah semalam. cooed for him meat porridge & feed him. give him medicine and bam! he off to sleep. heh! kesian laki aku. but alhamdulilah, today he looks fine. dah baik lah tuh. hehe!
-___- okay i'm done with a proper post for today. nanti panjang-panjang cerita dah tak best kan. like a grandmother story gitu, hehs. happy fasting to muslim out there! :D

girls, i'm looking forward on 5th september!

replied

2009-08-26T14:15:00.001-07:00

25 Aug 09, 12:56
Reena: I like d 2nd pic in ur latest post. D one wif Aaliyah lookin at Arham, sooo cute la she! I like!
heh, yeah i like too! cute kan? :)

22 Aug 09, 01:03
Hanis:): arrgh! nk tgk Aaliyah plsplspls! ;D
boleh boleh! :) famous eh anak aku? dah tige orang nak kidnap dier. lagi sape nak kidnap dier? heh.

20 Aug 09, 22:50
SAF!: nak kidnap aaliyah jgk,grrr! "D
heh, boleh boleh! popular nyer anak aku!

20 Aug 09, 21:36
nurul: miss u kak! meet soon? yes?
miss you too sis! :) absolutely yes.

19 Aug 09, 20:32
Mar: nk kidnap aaliyah ah! hahahaha
kidnap lah. haha! :D

19 Aug 09, 15:47
hana: i will email u my pic to replace it soon.
okay, which email u send to? lindagiler or arham.azlinda?

18 Aug 09, 22:58
hopper: Your bbygirl look like the dad. Anyw, you look pretty.
thank you so much! :D

18 Aug 09, 19:46
zaffyrawr: i was here. & ur baby looks amazing. so adorable much
thanks zaf :)

nokia 5800

2009-08-25T17:20:00.000-07:00

Apologise for being M.I.A. Heh! Last few days Hubby's lappy under construction la. Cause he keep changing password, then he forget it. Silly! :) and he bring the lappy to work cause one of his colleagues know how to repair it. But right now, i update using Hubby's phone. Ader wireless mah! But kinda troublesome update using phone, lappy/com is the best hor? Hehe. n_n Shall update a proper post once my finger is on the lappy keyboard :D

Anyway, to Zee. Congrats on your newborn Babyboy, Endra Ryan! Nice name eh? Can't wait to meet him. Me & Hubby will try to meet you guys soon. If not at hospital, maybe at your place or something. Plspls darling, get well soon :]

P.s: Aaliyah weight is now 3.87kg. Alhamdulilah, she's growing.

aku cinta kau berdua

2009-08-18T14:00:00.000-07:00

1st pic: aaliyah's smile.
2nd pic: excuse it. i called them, the double D. heh!
3rd pic: trying out the new sea-saw bed. lol!
4th pic: i think aaliyah bored lah, thats why she pose like that.

like usual the both 'D' is sleeping right now. urgh, sucha boring day i had today. only the three of us at home (jurong place). parents in law out to work, bro in law went "overseas" finding pancar, i guess. lol! haha. sis in law move out already :( i can't remember when but a few weeks i guess? i have no one to talk to. when she's here, atleast i can talk with her some stuff right sis? but now, no more. boring seh! mmm. anyway, just finish doing some chores at the kitchen. throw the waste food & wash it, wash clothes & hang it plus clean the kitchen dirty area. phew! atleast i do some house chores to kill my boredom. and now, everything is done. i'm waiting for hubby to wake up, so we can go to mum's place later. i bet everyone there miss aaliyah alot. haha! and hey, i miss those two naughty kids okay. sape lagi kalau bukan si raiyan & ariessa tuh! :D heh! i heard by next year they will start schooling. whoa! time really fly so fasttt! -_________- right? how will ariessa look when she wear the tudung? and how will raiyan look when he wear the songkok? mmm, confirm cute punya ni dua budak!

babygirl, ibu can't wait to know your latest weight on this 24th aug. heh! i know you're growing darling. ibu love you, always! fyi, i'm hungry now. later will cook carbonara pasta - a traditional creamy italian style sauce with fresh cream, bacon, egg & minced chicken yum-yum *saliva drop* i'm waiting for the minced chicken to melt and will start the fire soon! lol. bye readers! :)

p.s: i want a proper sleep please, hmpf!

tonnes of aaliyah's pic

2009-08-17T14:15:00.000-07:00

mixed up

2009-08-17T13:00:00.000-07:00

(i did it myself, save duit aku tak buat pat hospital, heh!)

forgive me for not update. been busy taking care of my babygirl. and i'm down with flu & sore throat. urgh! maybe i don't get enough sleep, thats why. anyway, the double D (daddy & daughter) is sleeping right now. yeah, so finally i can update for all of you. heh! and please god, i want to get well pretty soon. if i'm sick, who gonna take care of my babygirl? and i can't even get to kiss her often. i don't want her to get my virus please. since day one, i've been taking care of her on my own arms & hands okay. every 3 hours waking up to make her milk, check her diapers and etc. gosh i never done that before in my previous whole entire day. mother in law & hubby been helping out too, thanks mami :) and congrats to me, now i have my confident to bath aaliyah, yesza! like finally seh. actually i can do it lah, but its just that my confident havent build yet. haha! yesterday was aaliyah 1st month old. happy one month old my dearest babygirl. ibu always love you, remember that okay?

(when i came back from shop, i was so shocked to see her sleep in this way. say awwwwwwww everyone! haha. how cute! mother in law put this position for her. whoa, she's growing & already have chubby cheeks. heh!)

11th august 2009 the date i shall always remember. why? cause one of my aunt bestest friend passed away. we don't regard her as outsider okay. she already a family member of us. i don't wish to say what sickness she had. pity her :( luckily, before she go, i get to see her and she get to see aaliyah. thanks god for letting her see my daughter :') till now i can't believe she's gone, i bet you all too. to me, its so soon but another words, its good that she's gone rather than she suffer, right? and now, i miss her. i miss calling her, cik eton :( may she rest in peace. although i'm not that close to her, yet i love her like my own aunt. al-fatheha for her please everyone, thank you.

i started smoke back last few days, just to get rid some of my stress. yeah, what a stupid thing to do. i know, i'm stupid. hubby get to know it, same goes to mother in law. on that night, settled things down. alhamdulilah we let out what was on mind. i hope we stick to our promises. my promise was i will never ever smoke again, yeah i can do it lah! for aaliyah sake, i will do ANYTHING you say (negative things not included hah)! :] i do realise, its a stupid things to do to just get rid of stress. i can do other things instead right, like eating many-many? like talking alone thru the mirror? haha, lol. part talking alone thru mirror is sucha lame lah linda. promise is a promise, i will never break that promise of mine. this i promise you, hubby. and somemore, financial is unstable. so think wise linda!

hey love, i miss dating with you. date on bed is not enough my silly. we need a proper date lah b! :D

i love Sg

2009-08-09T21:00:00.000-07:00

Booo!
I'm back last 2 days. Sorry for the late post due to Hubby bring lappy to work.
Anyway, before I nearly forget, Happy National Day to fellow Singaporean, & Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore! Oh, I'm so glad to be Singaporean, haha! Nah, I didnt celebrate it. Tak semangat lah this year! Entah mengape lah kan, maybe I'm still under construction, I mean confinement!! Haha! Just now went to Sis place at Jalan Teck Whye for some kenduri for her daughter, not a cukur rambut lahh! Kenduri ajerrrr. Well of cause, I bring along my daughter Aaliyah. And haha, know what? She's so lucky to get colour-colour packet okay although its her sister kenduri! Hehe. *DollarsSignEye* :P Anak dapat duit, ibu nyer yang happy eh? Tak tahu malu seh. Hahahaha! What a lucky day. And hey, my bro in law is so so so stingy! Because when I want to go back, I want to kiss Asyura then he never let me to. WHOAAAA! Lokek nyer Abang! Then I didnt kiss her lor! *SadFace* Hmpf. Hais, didnt get to smell her masam-ness :( Yupyup, she is masam! Haha, but I like the smell. Baby smell! :) Takper Asyura, Mummny Ucu will kiss you soon without your stingy Daddy by your side okay my dear? Heee!

Take a look at my Aaliyah's face. She has this tiny rashes. Luckily have this cold powder (bedak sejuk) given by my Mum. It can get rid some of the rashes tau. Worth using it! If not, I don't know what to use to get rid of it. And, her face is getting better! *WideSmile*

And this babygirl here is unknown kid. Hehe! Met her at NUH, Clinic A last Wednesday. DAMNNNN! She is damn cute lah, kan kan kan?! Haha. Me and Sis thought she's a eurasian or other race that is not Malay. Then we started talk with her in English. Then I asked her, "Come take picture!" and she automatic smile and she wants to see her photo and she said, "Senyum.." Ahhhhh and we know that, she's a Malay. Heee! Well girl, meet again okay? She is sucha a chuuby & cute girl right? And yes, I gave her a Miss Sunshine keychain that Nurul gave me. Hehe! :D

rewind can?

2009-08-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

Why I upload all this old pictures of us? Cause I miss every moment of it :( I miss simply everything. Gosh! When can we be like this again? Spending our times together, celebrating this & that? Like the world is only for us? Hais. Time flies real fast & some things have to change. Like now, duh! I wish to rewind back those time, but haha. Maner boleh, ngong! Ingat time machine per?! Haha. Dah terlambat lah, Linda oi! Anyway, Mum will fetch me & Aaliyah later around 5pm after her favourite hobby not sure if Dad follow along to fetch us. Yahooooooo, save siket duit aku. But not sure lah save or not cause who knows need to half-half with Mum for the cab fare. Lol! :P Fat hopes lah nampak nyer!

Sometimes You're in a good mood, but sometimes You're not. Lol, I don't understand You. Whatever lahhhh, anything lahhh! Suits You lahhhh. Haha! Takleh harap punya olang.

Hey, I'm so fucking bored, sungguh bosan sangat-sangat! Come someone, entertain me please. *SmackForehead*

shift place

2009-08-04T12:40:00.000-07:00

I'm going back to Cck place a short while with Baby Aaliyah, maybe by Cab. I thought wanna go off from Jurong place at around 11am but suddenly Hubby wants to cook Lemak Cili Padi Ayam, Yumm! :9 Heee! But I havent eat it yet, maybe later. Cause I busying feed Aaliyah & entertain her to sleep! :D Well what I can say, thats a Mummy job. So this will be my simple & short post as for today. Once I come back from Cck place, shall update a proper post! :) So takecare. And tomorrow will have a check up for Aaliyah at NUH. And what a co-incidence, my friend, Zee will have her check up too. Well lets hope bump on her again :D Anyway just a update, yesterday went to Polyclinic & guess what? Aaliyah's jaundice decrease from 183 down to 136. Syukur Alhamdulilah! But the doctor still not satisfied with the result. He wants Aaliyah jaundice to down to 100. So pray hard that it will decrease again for the next check up at Polyclinic. And pity Aaliyah, the nurses been taking her blood for 3 times yesterday! But this time, she never cry so badly. I guess, she used to it. Thats my babygirl! Haha. As for this days I didnt breast feed her, just give her formula milk. The formula milk seems to be working huh? I don't know if my breast milk cause her jaundice to increase. No idea.

Okay toodles! :) I'm hungryyyyyy. urgh.

random

2009-08-03T16:40:00.000-07:00

You guess this kid is a she/he. Yes, this kids is He! Firsly I saw him, i thought he was a girl. His face is so manis & ayu with his big eyes. And see, kusss semangat! So chubby right? He only 4 months old. He so fucking cute! Geram aku. The cheeks, whoa! Looks like have a few fishball in it. Will Aaliyah be as semangat as him? Shall see. Haha.

Mami gave me a gold leg bracelet with a bell. AWWWW! Thanks Mum! *SenyumSelebar-Lebarnyer* I don't know why she give it to me. Like so sudden. But still, I appreciate it. Last month on my birthday, she gave me a gold bracelet for my present. I don't know how to thanked her. She's been sucha a sweet Mum Mertua. I'm so fortunate, and I'm glad okay. I don't want to take things/people for granted. I want to appreciate every single things that my lovely people had done to me. Life is short, treasure it before its late.

Okay someone is calling me to sleep by his side. So bye! :P

nearly became a murderer

2009-08-02T15:45:00.000-07:00

Just to share something with you all.
As you all know, I'm pregnant before married. Yes, I admit that. But c'mon, this is life. We can't run away from it. Right? Macam orang tue cakap, nasi dah jadi bubur. What is done, can't be undone. Thanked to all, to forgive my mistake. Especially my parents. As for my title post, yes that is my intention to abort my pregnancy once I know that I'm pregnant. I went to a private clinic to ask the doctor to abort it for me, but the doctor told me its really risky if I were to abort. And if I really wants to abort it, I need to go to hospital and it will cost a bomb! Cause my pregnancy is already 4 months old. Dah ade cukup sifat anak aku, tsktsk :'( The doctor advice me to keep my baby, but I keep saying that I scared if my parents were to scold me. He said to me - they nag/scold is normal. Its just for a short time. And he added - whatever it is, I am their daughter, they possiblly can't throw me out or ignore me. What the doctor told me is really true. As day goes by, no way I can escape from this. My tummy is getting bigger each day plus my appetite is growing and I have to tell my parents the truth before its too late. Yes, its really killing me the day I told them everything. My heart really heavy to tell my parents but I need to tell. My mum was like fucking dissapointed & I know, her heart broke into pieces. As for Dad, he never say anything. He just take a deep deep breath. That upon of time, things are really not normal as it be. Disaster! Yeah, thats the word. Misunderstanding between my side & Hubby's side. Plan this & that. I really scared that everything will ruin. But luck is with all of Us. Plan went smoothly well. And now, going to 2 months of my marriage with Hubby. & Aaliyah is going 1 month old in 14 days. I thanked God that I never abort my precious lil princess. She's so beautiful & healthy. She's here with us, with all of us. And she is blessed with sucha a wonderful family & people around her. Thanks people for accepting her. Whatever it is, she is my precious daughter. Everyone seems to love her. I know, she's not at fault. Dia tak berdosa pon! Terima Kasih, Ya Allah.

I'm glad that she is born 3 days after my birthday.
I'm glad that she is in my arms right now.
I'm glad that I get to see her eye to eye.
I'm glad that she's born to be a healthy baby.
I'm glad that I'm not a murderer.
I'm glad that we are blessed with sucha a lovely people around us.
I'm glad that everyone loves her and wants to cuddle her, kiss her & carry her.
I'm glad that I'm a mother of one.
I'm glad that I get to see her beautiful face.
I'm glad that God is giving me a chance.

Here's a picture of her in my tummy

17 Weeks

23 Weeks

Thank you so much lovely family, friends & people! :')

ish ish ish

2009-08-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

(grab from her maklong hana's multiply)

See how big is her mouth open when she hungry/thirsty? Aaliyah Aaliyah! What I can say is, sucha a cute daughter I have. Hehehe! :D She's sleeping right now. Thats why I get to update! HAHA! When her tummy is full, she will sleep peacefully. But I need to standby this morning around 3am onwards. She will wake up, surely. Hahaha, dah masak dah dengan perangai awak, Aaliyah -______- HEEEEE! Now I realise & know, its not a easy task to become a Mummy! Buat anak memang senang tapi nak jage anak... bukan lah nak cakap susah, tapi mesti kene ade banyak bersabar. Yesh, patience must be there with us, right Mummies-mummies? Lol. Betul cakap Mak kiter eh? Haha!

Sometimes I don't know understand. Is there a lack of things that We don't realise? Or what? Ntah lah, I don't wish to vomit out here. I don't want any misunderstanding between us. Enough is enough k? I don't wish to drag matter between Us anymore. What I can do is, to pray for the best for Us. May God be by our side when We are in conflict/misunderstanding/argue. But no matter what, I do still love you. Cause you're a mirror to me. You see my reflection & you point out my mistake. And surely, I will learn from it. Marriage is not like a yadayada things to play with. Its not like our bf/gf times. Oh! No eh, the bf/gf thingy is over! No saying like, "I nak break up dengan you or I benci you or Jangan cari I lagi and etc." Oh, that dialog is no longer alive in Us, NOMOREEEE! We need to take things really seriously. Berbual pon kene beralas tau. Is it true? Haha. Sape tak sayang laki oi!

Oh kay lah, I'm quite sleepy right now. I need a rest to wake up later. Whoa! I want to get used to this routine mannn. Cause once you get used to it, you will never feel tired. I mean, tired tuhh tired lah, but not as tired as the very first time doing this. Waking up every 2 to 3 hours. Can you do that non-Mummy? Hee!
Alright, goodnights. Sweet dreams my honey readers! (-_-zZ)

to taggers

2009-08-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

1 Aug 09, 16:34
Nurul: relink me soon~
suresure, & ive relink you darling.

1 Aug 09, 15:38
ZEE: goshhh, ur bbygrl is so damn cute. pinjam bwk balik bole? i cant wait for mine la. huhu!
hehe, thank you dear. nak pinjam? bolehboleh! nnt ur baby da keluar, kiter exchange, nak? :P

1 Aug 09, 14:16
Mar: cuteeee nye gmbr diorg!!! haha
hehe! cute kann? :D they know it. lol.

31 Jul 09, 14:47
ZEE: update! update!
okay sure.

31 Jul 09, 10:04
hopper: update pls. love reading ur blog. heh. ty.
shall update, thanks for reading my blog :) appreciated. tysm.

28 Jul 09, 23:32
SAF!: i miss you you and i want to see bby! soonnnn okay! ;]
i miss you too my laughing queen! wanna see my baby? when when when? mmm.

28 Jul 09, 12:04
Celestia.: Cute babygirl. Grats. Takecare uh, cyah soon!
thank you darling :) you takecare too.

27 Jul 09, 03:34
Lisa: eena's besty.. we lepak before.
oh yah, i remembered. haha! :)

26 Jul 09, 15:13
Adilia: cute nye aaliyah!!!!!hahahaha.sorry lambat! coz my comp got problem!:( kiss kan aaliyah for me k.;D
takpe, da biase. lol :P okay sure! :D

26 Jul 09, 00:04
hana: well,(angkat tangan!) i like the new layout!;p
thank you baybeh! ;)

25 Jul 09, 23:11
ZEE: bantal busuk sape tu?? baby nye ke bapak die nye? hehehehehe.
bantal busuk Aaliyah lah. maseh wangi eh. tak busuk. bapak die pon ade bantal busuk jgk. da besar pon nak pakai bantal busuk, menyampah! lol.

a daughter, 2 niece, a nephew

2009-08-01T12:30:00.000-07:00

Holla! =)
Yesterday night I'm back to Jurong West place with Aaliyah, thank you Mami for fetching us from Cck place. Finally get to update lah kannn! Sorry for waiting people. And yesterday bump with Zee & her hubby, Gup with family downstairs at coffeshop. What a co-incidence. Babe, I hope you're feeling fine & alright. Nice seeing youuu yesterday :DD Anyway, I will be going back to Mum's place again next Monday night. And went back to Jurong West place on Friday night till end of my confinement! Cause I still not confident yet to bath Aaliyah. I need some guidance from Mum & Mami. Aaliyah is quite small, thats why I'm scared to hold her when she's naked; easy say, I'm scared to bath her. But I will try my best to learn how to hold her for safety. Hopefully! :) Anyway, this morning went to Jurong East Polyclinic to have a countless check up on Aaliyah's jaundice. From 257, drop to 182. Alhamdulilah, Amin. She's starting to drink formula milk aka powder milk. Doc advice not to feed her breast milk first this few days. Might scared her jaundice will increase. So next Monday morning will be going to Jurong East Polyclinic AGAIN! I bet Aaliyah is already get used to the blood test which suck from her tapak kaki. Pity you, right Aaliyah? :(

(with their noyang/moyang behind)

This two lovely kids up here, see how happy they are when they are not sick? Plsplspls!! Get well pretty soon kids! I'm worried about you both. Biar kiter yang saket, jangan budak-budak yang saket. Kan kan kan? Really pity for them. Both is having fever! Oh gosh. Pity their Mummy too :( First Ariessa been vomiting & pass motion several times. Then spread to Raiyan, but I heard he vomit till it came out from his ears. Oh my God?! Hais. I know, they're strong.

new skins

2009-07-25T22:10:00.000-07:00

New layout, how? Like it? No eh, okay nevermind. Haha!
Finally, going back to Mum's place tomorrow morning, I guess. But for only a week, Mum will take care of me, she said. As for at Jurong West home, Mami been helping & taking care of me. Thanks Mummy In Law! :) I have a wonderful people around me, I appreciate it. God, thank you for giving me with wonderful & lovely family. *SmileEarToEar!* Been turning in sooooooooon! Urgh, I don't get enough sleep. Every two to three hours I need to wake up to pump my Aaliyah's precious milk & feed her. I really need a atleast a short break, and I really had a bad headache just now. Whoa! Its not easy to be a mother of one okay. Haha! But for Aaliyah's sake, I will sacrifice my sleeping hour. Okay, I think my blog will be dead in a week time. I'm not sure if Hubby wanna bring along his laptop to Mum's place.

Goodnight, have a sweet dream.

jaundice again

2009-07-25T13:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Jurong East Polyclinic to check up on Aaliyah's Jaundice. And the result was 271, quite high huh? Nearly 300 seh :( Then the doctor asked to come back again on Saturday, thats today. If increase, we need to bring her to hospital. I really Thanked God for being by her side, Alhamdulilah her Jaundice decrease by 14. I was so worried that I'm might not able to bring her to Mak's place tomorrow. But my prayer was accepted, Amin. Stay strong, Princess. I'm always here for you. I will sacrifice anything, just for you. You're my priority now. Please God, give me strength & patience to handle this obstacle. Thank you :')

confinement!

2009-07-23T20:15:00.000-07:00

Rimas! Yesh thats the word. Today already 4 day of massage, 2 more days and thats it, no massage anymore. Whoa, the massage is so great! I like. But when comes to drinking those medicine, yucks! Haha. Tasteless, i tell you. Jamu was quite alright, but the obat periuk was errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Don't wish to elaborate. Imagine a 76 years old granny massage me, and she can even went up to 3rd storey flat taking the stairs, cause no lifts. Wow! Strong granny huh? Cool. *ClapHands!* Haha! When will my 44 days end? Soon plsplspls. Getting pregnant is easy, but after labour it, whoa so many things that we can't do. Pantang larang, they said. As for the medicine, many told me that it is good for the inner of my body. Cause we can't see what going on there. Yeah, true. I agreed! So whatever it is, I need to drink it up. But at the side of each medicine cup, there's must have a cup of sour plum drink. Hehe! Why? To prevent from vomiting lor. Okay I'm going to pump out Aaliyah precious milk now. The pain is killing me, urgh! -___- Yeshyesh, I'm going back to Mak's place this Sunday bringing Princess Aaliyah along cause all my relatives is so eager to see her. Hee! Abes lah anak aku nanti, mesti kene passing-passing around :) See you guys on Sunday aite? *BigSmile!*

hate blogger

2009-07-22T18:45:00.000-07:00

Aaliyah is back now. Alhamdulilah, she's in our arms. For 4 days she been with the kind nurses. Include my SIL, Sis Hana. Thanks Kak for the help on her discharge day. To ALL the nurses, thank you very much for looking after my babygirl :) Appreciated.

Reply to taggers:
21 Jul 09, 18:13
ZEE: ur baby is super duper ultra adorable. pardon me for not replying yo ur msg. p8 low. heh.
(thanks zee! :) visit kiter lah one day. rumah dekat seh. oh its okay, i understand dear.)

20 Jul 09, 18:41
Nurul: love you baby aaliyah! mummy nurul love u so much. HAHAHA mummy seh i wanna see u sister. imy!
(aaliyah said, love you too mummy nurul/yuyun, which you prefer? or yun? lol :P yeshyesh, i wanna see you too sista. been ages gitu tak jumpe! many things to gossip about, lol :D weekends okay? i heard, all or some of our family is coming on sunday at mak place, so do come ova too aite? i miss you fucking alots!)

20 Jul 09, 18:41
aziera: i got that when i was a baby too, don't worry she'll be fine! n_n.
(okay darlking. thanks for the concern. yesh she will ;] )

20 Jul 09, 12:36
Reena: I'm sure baby Aaliyah will be just fine. She's as strong as mommy, rite Lynda dear?
(hehe, yah betol betol.)

20 Jul 09, 12:33
Reena: Aaliyah, Aaliyah, cepat2 balek bole? I can't wait to smell u and see ur cuteface la!! hehe.
(dier dah balek dah. hehe! do come on sunday yah? heard some of the family will be coming ova maklang's place.)

and blogger suck. why?

taggers, i've replied

2009-07-19T19:25:00.000-07:00

Read the red sentences, please.

19 Jul 09, 16:53

GUEST: Tell us about your labour story. Very curious abt it.

tell y'all eh? hahaha. what i can tell is, only GOD knows how i went through it ;)

19 Jul 09, 14:04

hana: yay..tmr i can see her "live" somemore!!!

hehe, yeah. pls pls, take a good look and care for her. im so worried abt her :( pity her.

19 Jul 09, 11:27

hana: abg yan she look like u..a bit like alang baharom jgk...

look like my dad? haha. jauh nyer. but some said, she looks like ham. but 100% sure her forehead is like ham's, really.

19 Jul 09, 00:58

aida: im sure she's gonna be as pretty as her mum as she grows up.

thank you darling :D

19 Jul 09, 00:56

atiQ: cute nye anak kau , hehe ..

hehe, cute eh? dtg visit kite lah. nnt pape aku msg kau kalau aku kat umah mak aku at cck k? ;)

19 Jul 09, 00:29

aziera: the baby looks cute lah :]

thank you sweets! :DD

18 Jul 09, 13:25

hana: abg yan will sure blush at this blog of urs...;)

okay good! cause i wish him thru sms, he didnt reply. nenek told me, that he never use phone.

18 Jul 09, 11:31

SAF!: CONGRATULATION mydear! shall visit you prettysoooooon!

thank you my xyggg! yesh sure, will sms u once im at my mum place at cck okay?

17 Jul 09, 22:00

aida: haha. tag tag! happy belated 19th gerl. hoping everything is sailing smoothly =)

thank you dada! :D

17 Jul 09, 09:37

Nurul: ahhhhh i wanna see ur babygirl! lol

sure sure! hehehe:D

15 Jul 09, 21:34

atiq: beb , kau ade msn ? kalau ade add aku at atiq18_@hotmail.com

yup ader, nnt aku add kau.

Anyway, our lil princess had a Jaudice. But not that high, hais. Kesian lah dier. I cried when see her under the warm light. She's naked, only wear pampers & her eyes is covered to prevent from the lights. Get well soon, permaisuriku! :( Will always pray for you, Lil Aaliyah. Please God be with her, she needs you. Amin.

thank God, Amin.

2009-07-19T00:20:00.000-07:00

A short peep at Nur Aaliyah Wardina.

Alhamdulilah, she was born safely and normal although she is premature :( I know you're are a strong & brave baby girl. Mummy & Daddy will always be there with you. I can't wait to hold you in my arms again, & sleep with you at home with Daddy. And not forgetting, to my family & friends, thanked for the prayers & support. We really appreciate it alots. Will text y'all once Baby is home. I love you, my precious princess! :)

2 days after

2009-07-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Abg Yan :)

May god bless you & your family.

Stay healthy always.

Goodluck in whatever you do.

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki!

Insya-Allah, Amin.

Love ya, Bro!

Currently me, Hubby & the BIL in the house. Ehhh, wait. Why is Hubby here? Haha. Bcause, he took leave. *Jumping-Around. (: He said, work was bored so he decided to take leave today, not for me okay. Lol! Somemore its raining. Niceeee! Cold weather, can have a great sleep lo. Haha! But maybe later wanna go to Mum's place at Cck, cause Raiyan keep asking my mum to call me and asking me to go home a.s.a.p. He said that, "Nek, abang rindu ucu!! Suruh ucu balek, lekas!!" And when I talk to him in the phone, he will said like, "Balek jelah. Cepat-cepat-cepat!" *Giggles. See, a 3 year old plus kid learning & starting to miss someone. Haha! Genius lah you, Raiyan! :D And yeah, I miss him too, ofcause. I guess his sis, Ariessa, havent learn or start to miss someone yet, maybe soon or later? But I miss both of them okayy. My bechok nephew & niece! :P Will Asyura be bechok too? Haha. Idk, Well lets see when she start to talk in few years time, maybe?

birthday surprises

2009-07-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

Thanks for everything guys. The birthday song & surprises make me shed to tears. The exotic chocolate cake makes me melt. The Karaoke was two thumbs up. The Seoul Garden treat by Hubby makes my tummy smile so wide. The Stupid + Interesting games makes my boredom go away. Jyeah! I really had a great noon & night with you guys - Hubby, Mar, Faiz, Khairun, Aziera, Yat, Fazli, Khairul, Rafie with his gf. We should hang out again someday! :D

As for those who wish me through smses, calling, tagboard, facebook & etc. I really appreciate those wishes. It is a big gift for me cause you all remembered. Thanks ya! *Big-Hug. And as for my Mum In Law, thanks for the gold bracelet :) I don't expect to have one of those. Hehe! Thanks alot.

View more pictures at http://itsbetweenus.multiply.com/photos/album/57/My19thBirthdaySurprises

webcam with bestfriend

2009-07-14T18:20:00.000-07:00

Will uploads my birthday bash picture at multiply later okay :)

reply to dearest taggers

2009-07-14T13:50:00.000-07:00

14 Jul 09, 11:33nellieetaa: go to jusco..the new jusco bukit indah.. down there got A & W...
really eh? hahaha. okay thanks darling :D

14 Jul 09, 00:41atiq: happy birthday ,
thanks babe for the wishes ;)

13 Jul 09, 15:54
ZEE: ahhhh, A&W float sedap tu. Beli rootbeer and ice-cream la. Buat sendiri. hehehe.
yeahhh! tak nak buat sendiri lah. nnt tak menjadi mcm A&W nyer. hehe! cerewet plak kiter nie :P

12 Jul 09, 21:08
hanayan: happy birthday ini advance sweets...
thank you so much sista! :D

12 Jul 09, 16:30
Nurul: someone's bday is tmr
haha, yeah! any surprise from you? LOL :P

11 Jul 09, 12:35
Mar: hahahah! buat sendiri uh root beer float. anw, SARPINO! hahahaa
buat sendiri? tak nak ah, i still wants the A&W's. ape SARPINO-SARPINO? shhhhhh. haha!

11 Jul 09, 11:10
thyra: i was here babe! haha. kempunan nk mkn mcm2 ehk.. =] all the best okay darls.. miss you..
hey. tak kempunan sangat lah. haha! just miss those things jer. thanks gf, miss you too! ;)

10 Jul 09, 23:55
aida: my tag is at every post of mine. i'm fine too. shall link u up beb!
oh really eh? idk lah. haha! will tag you soon :D okay thanks beb!

10 Jul 09, 21:05
Nurul: omg. we shld go out le! we should talk, joke, kiss, hug, laugh soon fcuk my attachment lo. HAHA.
ya!! we shud sex too? lol. joking! haha :P:P:P we shud talk on the phone & plannnn! real soon k? :)

I'm getting new specs soooon! Maybe later around 2 to 3 PM? Haha. *Big-Smile*