last few days, i tell mum the truth that i still burn my lungs. i think she's dissapointed in me, really. cause she said, "susah lah korang nie" hais. sorry mother! :( i can't help it. its not easy to throw that habit okay. mmm, hubby suppose to work at the morning today but his officer asked to finish his leave, so thats means he go to work abit late. before 12 noon he need to reach at the workplace till night around 10 plus to 11 like that. so tonight, he will be sleeping alone! cian babyku. i'm going to mum place like i said in yesterday post. i'm ready & liyah too. so we better off now before rain fall. grr. cold cold day lah! okay, i will be back soon.

i miss my nurul, and i miss my girls. meet up soon can? tsk.

and i really want a honeymoon! gosh. i can't wait any longer. i need job, i need money!!