azlynda
a mother of one, a wife to a husband.
Mohamad Arham
My ever best sex partner.
Nur Aaliyah Wardina
With her around my life, I feel perfect as a woman.
nearly became a murderer Sunday, August 2, 2009 @ 3:45 PM
Just to share something with you all.
As you all know, I'm pregnant before married. Yes, I admit that. But c'mon, this is life. We can't run away from it. Right? Macam orang tue cakap, nasi dah jadi bubur. What is done, can't be undone. Thanked to all, to forgive my mistake. Especially my parents. As for my title post, yes that is my intention to abort my pregnancy once I know that I'm pregnant. I went to a private clinic to ask the doctor to abort it for me, but the doctor told me its really risky if I were to abort. And if I really wants to abort it, I need to go to hospital and it will cost a bomb! Cause my pregnancy is already 4 months old. Dah ade cukup sifat anak aku, tsktsk :'( The doctor advice me to keep my baby, but I keep saying that I scared if my parents were to scold me. He said to me - they nag/scold is normal. Its just for a short time. And he added - whatever it is, I am their daughter, they possiblly can't throw me out or ignore me. What the doctor told me is really true. As day goes by, no way I can escape from this. My tummy is getting bigger each day plus my appetite is growing and I have to tell my parents the truth before its too late. Yes, its really killing me the day I told them everything. My heart really heavy to tell my parents but I need to tell. My mum was like fucking dissapointed & I know, her heart broke into pieces. As for Dad, he never say anything. He just take a deep deep breath. That upon of time, things are really not normal as it be. Disaster! Yeah, thats the word. Misunderstanding between my side & Hubby's side. Plan this & that. I really scared that everything will ruin. But luck is with all of Us. Plan went smoothly well. And now, going to 2 months of my marriage with Hubby. & Aaliyah is going 1 month old in 14 days. I thanked God that I never abort my precious lil princess. She's so beautiful & healthy. She's here with us, with all of us. And she is blessed with sucha a wonderful family & people around her. Thanks people for accepting her. Whatever it is, she is my precious daughter. Everyone seems to love her. I know, she's not at fault. Dia tak berdosa pon! Terima Kasih, Ya Allah.
I'm glad that she is born 3 days after my birthday.
I'm glad that she is in my arms right now.
I'm glad that I get to see her eye to eye.
I'm glad that she's born to be a healthy baby.
I'm glad that I'm not a murderer.
I'm glad that we are blessed with sucha a lovely people around us.
I'm glad that everyone loves her and wants to cuddle her, kiss her & carry her.
I'm glad that I'm a mother of one.
I'm glad that I get to see her beautiful face.
I'm glad that God is giving me a chance.
Here's a picture of her in my tummy
17 Weeks
23 Weeks
Thank you so much lovely family, friends & people! :')
Just to share something with you all.
As you all know, I'm pregnant before married. Yes, I admit that. But c'mon, this is life. We can't run away from it. Right? Macam orang tue cakap, nasi dah jadi bubur. What is done, can't be undone. Thanked to all, to forgive my mistake. Especially my parents. As for my title post, yes that is my intention to abort my pregnancy once I know that I'm pregnant. I went to a private clinic to ask the doctor to abort it for me, but the doctor told me its really risky if I were to abort. And if I really wants to abort it, I need to go to hospital and it will cost a bomb! Cause my pregnancy is already 4 months old. Dah ade cukup sifat anak aku, tsktsk :'( The doctor advice me to keep my baby, but I keep saying that I scared if my parents were to scold me. He said to me - they nag/scold is normal. Its just for a short time. And he added - whatever it is, I am their daughter, they possiblly can't throw me out or ignore me. What the doctor told me is really true. As day goes by, no way I can escape from this. My tummy is getting bigger each day plus my appetite is growing and I have to tell my parents the truth before its too late. Yes, its really killing me the day I told them everything. My heart really heavy to tell my parents but I need to tell. My mum was like fucking dissapointed & I know, her heart broke into pieces. As for Dad, he never say anything. He just take a deep deep breath. That upon of time, things are really not normal as it be. Disaster! Yeah, thats the word. Misunderstanding between my side & Hubby's side. Plan this & that. I really scared that everything will ruin. But luck is with all of Us. Plan went smoothly well. And now, going to 2 months of my marriage with Hubby. & Aaliyah is going 1 month old in 14 days. I thanked God that I never abort my precious lil princess. She's so beautiful & healthy. She's here with us, with all of us. And she is blessed with sucha a wonderful family & people around her. Thanks people for accepting her. Whatever it is, she is my precious daughter. Everyone seems to love her. I know, she's not at fault. Dia tak berdosa pon! Terima Kasih, Ya Allah.
I'm glad that she is born 3 days after my birthday.
I'm glad that she is in my arms right now.
I'm glad that I get to see her eye to eye.
I'm glad that she's born to be a healthy baby.
I'm glad that I'm not a murderer.
I'm glad that we are blessed with sucha a lovely people around us.
I'm glad that everyone loves her and wants to cuddle her, kiss her & carry her.
I'm glad that I'm a mother of one.
I'm glad that I get to see her beautiful face.
I'm glad that God is giving me a chance.
Here's a picture of her in my tummy
17 Weeks
23 Weeks
Thank you so much lovely family, friends & people! :')