azlynda
Hit Counters


20 years in the world & still counting on
a mother of one, a wife to a husband.



Mohamad Arham
My ever best sex partner.



Nur Aaliyah Wardina
With her around my life, I feel perfect as a woman.

Don't ever try to break us apart.



adilia | aida | aziera | celestia | eena | hana | juliana | lisa | nabila | namirah | nelliee | nelly | nurul | mamazura | munirah | reena | rohani | safarin | thyra | wani | yanie | zafirah | zana | ziema | zee




mixed up Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 1:00 PM


(i did it myself, save duit aku tak buat pat hospital, heh!)



forgive me for not update. been busy taking care of my babygirl. and i'm down with flu & sore throat. urgh! maybe i don't get enough sleep, thats why. anyway, the double D (daddy & daughter) is sleeping right now. yeah, so finally i can update for all of you. heh! and please god, i want to get well pretty soon. if i'm sick, who gonna take care of my babygirl? and i can't even get to kiss her often. i don't want her to get my virus please. since day one, i've been taking care of her on my own arms & hands okay. every 3 hours waking up to make her milk, check her diapers and etc. gosh i never done that before in my previous whole entire day. mother in law & hubby been helping out too, thanks mami :) and congrats to me, now i have my confident to bath aaliyah, yesza! like finally seh. actually i can do it lah, but its just that my confident havent build yet. haha! yesterday was aaliyah 1st month old. happy one month old my dearest babygirl. ibu always love you, remember that okay?



(when i came back from shop, i was so shocked to see her sleep in this way. say awwwwwwww everyone! haha. how cute! mother in law put this position for her. whoa, she's growing & already have chubby cheeks. heh!)


11th august 2009 the date i shall always remember. why? cause one of my aunt bestest friend passed away. we don't regard her as outsider okay. she already a family member of us. i don't wish to say what sickness she had. pity her :( luckily, before she go, i get to see her and she get to see aaliyah. thanks god for letting her see my daughter :') till now i can't believe she's gone, i bet you all too. to me, its so soon but another words, its good that she's gone rather than she suffer, right? and now, i miss her. i miss calling her, cik eton :( may she rest in peace. although i'm not that close to her, yet i love her like my own aunt. al-fatheha for her please everyone, thank you.

i started smoke back last few days, just to get rid some of my stress. yeah, what a stupid thing to do. i know, i'm stupid. hubby get to know it, same goes to mother in law. on that night, settled things down. alhamdulilah we let out what was on mind. i hope we stick to our promises. my promise was i will never ever smoke again, yeah i can do it lah! for aaliyah sake, i will do ANYTHING you say (negative things not included hah)! :] i do realise, its a stupid things to do to just get rid of stress. i can do other things instead right, like eating many-many? like talking alone thru the mirror? haha, lol. part talking alone thru mirror is sucha lame lah linda. promise is a promise, i will never break that promise of mine. this i promise you, hubby. and somemore, financial is unstable. so think wise linda!

hey love, i miss dating with you. date on bed is not enough my silly. we need a proper date lah b! :D