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last few days, i tell mum the truth that i still burn my lungs. i think she's dissapointed in me, really. cause she said, "susah lah korang nie" hais. sorry mother! :( i can't help it. its not easy to throw that habit okay. mmm, hubby suppose to work at the morning today but his officer asked to finish his leave, so thats means he go to work abit late. before 12 noon he need to reach at the workplace till night around 10 plus to 11 like that. so tonight, he will be sleeping alone! cian babyku. i'm going to mum place like i said in yesterday post. i'm ready & liyah too. so we better off now before rain fall. grr. cold cold day lah! okay, i will be back soon.

i miss my nurul, and i miss my girls. meet up soon can? tsk.

and i really want a honeymoon! gosh. i can't wait any longer. i need job, i need money!!

new skins, new layout.

today as usual, raining! xmas is coming mah. we didnt enjoy the snow but we enjoy rain and the cold weather? haha. so stay home with hubby & princess the whole day. we didnt have our proper breakfast okay! hubby ate bread with peanut butter with a cup of hot coffee & as for me i just have a slice of plain bread & a cup of hot milo. pathetic hah? our stomach empty till 3 pm. actually we were lazy to went downstairs to buy food. then i decide to cook soup pasta. haha! atleast to fill half our stomach right? while i'm cooking it, hubby went downstairs to buy food for our dinner, its still in the microwave oven. haha! we will eat it later ;) takot basi kang. hubby bought mee rebus for me & mee soto for him, its cheap you know! i think $2 only at the market area. how cheap! anyway, liyah been coughing since just now. shits! my virus spread to her? wth. fuck it. and tomorrow i'm going to mum's place, sleeping over till sunny sunday. hopefully this sunday will be sunny, haha.

okay, i think i'm going to have my dinner now.

i'm back from bugis. what a rainy day today, a cold weather hah?
i feel like i'm getting sick, oh shits. running nose & itchy throat is no no for me. blame to my sis for passing this virus. bah! haha. my throat get real hurts. i might scared its spread to liyah, oh no no! stupid sick.

mother in law bought for me 2 knickers at topshop, haha wth? (knickers = undergarments?) i'm so embarassed she bought for me that. but whatever it is, thank you so much mami! :) i shall buy for myself once my pocket is full of money. hehe! or shall i asked hubby money instead? and ahah, she bought some stuff for liyah too. thanks alot! :) actually, i'm worried about hubby. why? cause first things, his ORD day is coming on mid december, and i guarantee the head quarters or the officer never accept him to sign on as a police coast guard. and yah! he need to find outside job. like wtf? i bet it takes few months for him to search to & fro right? kesian baby. hais, what to do. this is life. i just need to pray hard for him to get a proper job asap. if not, makan maggi jelah kiter! haha.

i miss everything what i've been doing before i know that i'm pregnant, you know. like partying? drink alcohol with some bunch of people, haha. you know, i know hah! smoke like nobody business? clubbing? dancing like the world is yours? oh gosh, i miss all that. night life? yeah right. suppose to be havoc huh? but now, nomore sia! :( i wish i can have all that again although i'm married and have one child. and i wish to go with hubby. shall we? haha! dream on lah makcik... heh! so who is single right now, better enjoy yourself before its too late. i mean, you can do whatever shits you like when you don't have other responsibility to handle. your sin, your responsibility. no hard feelings okay by that sentences cause i find it meaningful. i do have my own sin, which people don't have any sin, you tell me?

okbye, goodnightsunshine.

hey, i didnt mean to be harsh or rude to you. but your fucking attitude asked me to do that. i tolerate with all your shits. but what did i get? nothing in return. you want people to understand and feel you, but how about mine? don't be sucha selfish person can? you are lucky enough to have us by your side, but what did we get? oh please lah, stand and be a man! she asked me to be patience and tolerate all this shits, how can i? in that house, i don't have anyone to approach to, to feel me. NOONE! enough said, i shall walk away from you, one fine day.

orang dah condemmed kau, beh aper? kau takleh accept ah? so kau tak mengaku ni semue pon ade kesalahan kau jugak? eh semue orang buat kesalahan lah. takde orang yang sempurna dalam dunia ni. fikir ah, kau dah cukup matang! bukan budak-budak lagi masih nak bawa ketiak mak!

its 11:30pm now and i feel like vomiting, i don't know why, ergh.

my menses are here with me yesterday night. i feel much better, haha. but still need to endure the pain-ness right? anyway, a few hours ago i've been browse through my multiply's blog. haha, i read some of my recent post there, i smile alone while reading all that. so much of memories lah, thats why. i don't intent to delete my multiply, really. all the recent pictures are still brighten there. heehee! =)

as on tuesday, liyah will be taking her late 3 months old hepatitis B injection. she was sick last few weeks kan? so postponed lo. as for now, she's not fully recover yet but much way better than last week. her cough is still there but just a minor one. hope it gets better days by days. its really worried you when your child is sick ok.. *sigh.

seriously, sometimes i feel like pampered myself with things that i want and have. but how? its late for that, i guess. cause now is the time that i can only pampered my daughter, hehe. right? urgh, lets not elaborate anymore. its just making me wanna desperately pampered myself even faster, lol.

fyi lah, been several days i didnt take my iron tablets & vitamins pills. its just that, i'm sick of them. although its small, but ergh... i'm so lazy lah to take them. maybe i need someone to force me to eat those medicine. the doctor said, my blood is low, yada yada. but i'm totally bored with that small tablets which went through down to my throat! but in another words, the tablets are good for me. as iron tablets, so called give me some extra blood cells. haha, macam betol jer? don't know lah ehk, haha. n_n when my mood is there, then MAYBE i will swallow those, maybe jer tak confirm lagi. :]

okaylah, my throat is not feeling well, as i feel like vomiting. shits, i hate this. urghhhh!!

good night, i love Sg :)